A/n: Again just a random prompt but this time it had to be about a character I've never written before so I thought this would be a really good choice. This one is for my friend CV I know this is his favorite character so I hope I did him justice.
I've tried so many different things to change how I feel. I've read magazines, went to doctors, therapy, hell I even tried hurting myself but to no avail. I guess this is something that really can't be changed. I guess I really can't stop being..being gay. I know this might not seem like such a big deal to you but it's like Mount Everest to me. I'm actually admitting it to myself and you for the first time.
I hope that you can forgive me. I haven't been the best person in recent years but now you know why. It's no excuse for my actions and I'm not asking you to take pity on me. I know I was wrong for behaving the way I did but I just thought if I ignored my feelings and became colder I might be able to get over this. I see now though that there is nothing to fix but my self-loathing.
I know this may come as a huge shock to you so I'll give you some space. I'll do my best not to bother you anymore that I already have. I pray that things with us can change for the better. I really hope that you can love me the way I love you. I'll never stop loving you no matter how you react or what you feel after reading this, I just had to let you know.
I feel like a coward because I couldn't say this to your face but I was too afraid of how you'd react if I told you in person. This is one of the biggest and scariest things I've ever had to do so please just please don't hate me Dad. I don't think I could bare it if you did.
With Love and Hope,
Your Son Dave