Newt x reader (die in your arms)imagine!
I was so depressed ever since i heard Newt has the flare.I knew that there was no cure and
it was possible to lose him at any Newt wasn't in my life anymore,i would kill myself.
me,thomas and the rest had gone to the crank hotel to take Newt we aproached
we saw tones of cranks .They're eyes ,noses and other body parts were missing .we saw newt and we started walking towards him,being carefull not to cause distraction and draw attention to ourshelves.
As we aproached Newt,I kept thinking how horrible those cranks looked and behaved and
how Newt would become one of them sooner or later.
Thomas said to Newt ''hey,are you ok?''
then Newt turned around and he explained with a scared voice ''how do i look Tommy?''
Thomas said ''you look fine'' and Newt answered him with a very angry tone in his voice
''don't you get it Tommy?I have the flare.I'm gonna become one of those mad monsters soon and there's nothing you can do to stop me''
I finally couldn't take it anymore and said to Newt ''you're not gonna become like those we are gonna find a we are gonna help you''
he then answered me shouting ''there's nothing you can do 's to late y/n.i'm already dead,there's no Newt anymore. not the Newt you knew''
i felt horrible for Newt.i understood that he said all off those things to get rid of us so we can avoid seing him turn into a monster,but i wanted him to know that we're not gonna give up on him.''you're Newt and you're the most kind and good person i've ever met and your not gonna turn into one of those need needs you.I need you.''
Newt said ''leave now''. i wasn't gonna give up on him. ''we're not living you here.I love you Newt.''
he looked at me with bloodshot red eyes .he looked like he was ready to then told Thomas.''kill me Tommy,please kill me.i don't wanna become a crank.i don't wanna live like you're my best friend and you care about me kill me''
thomas couldn't say anything.a silent ''Newt i...'' escaped from his lips. Newt then looked at me.''y/n if Thommy can't kill me.i want you to kill me.i don't wanna live like that.
i finally told him.i'm so sorry i don't can't leave you.''
sudenly he calmed down and said to me''y/n i love you too and you know that but you have to kill you don't i'll turn completely mad and attach one of you'' i then approached him more closer ''goodbye Newt,i love you.''he said i love you Tommy goodbye from me.i guess that's the end.''he then kissed me gently one last time and gave him a hug''heknew i couldn't do it so he took the gun from me and i turned loud gunshot was heard throught the had fallen to the ground and he was dead.