Betty's POV

I can't do this anymore, it doesn't fell right, I need help.

I lay on the bed, trying to distract myself from what's happening. I can't relax or calm down as the staccato thuds become the dominant sound in my ears. I let it happen and don't fight it anymore, there's no point anyway.

I get up and shower, washing away any trace he had even been there. It was a daily cycle for me - filled with pain, anxiety and loneliness. Most people never get to see me deeper parts of my life but if up peak behind the facade of happiness and fulfilment, you will find a part of my life that isn't so pretty.

After my shower I got into my bed and pulled the covers as far over my head as possible. This may seem weird coming from a 16 year old but its the only thing that makes me feel safe and protected enough in order to get myself to sleep without nightmares.

The next morning, I enter school with an uneasy feeling in my stomach. Something isn't right, I know it. I feel hormonal, uneasy and worried. My period is 11 days late which is really unusual for me, I'm never more than a few days out.

I have a free period at period 4, right before lunch, so I decided to head out to the pharmacy and buy a few tests, just to make sure that I'm not pregnant. I get a weird look from the cashier but I really don't care, I need to do it for my own piece of mind.

I get back into school and head straight for the bathroom, hoping its free (which luckily it is), I enter one of the stalls and pee on all 3 sticks and make the anxious wait to get my results...

Crap

Oh no

Oh gosh

Please no

So many emotions are running through my mind as all 3 indicate pregnancy. I don't know what to do, think or feel at this moment in time. He's gonna be angry with me and he's gonna try and get rid of it in whatever unconventional manner he sees fit.

The school bell goes, giving indication to it being lunch. I quickly shove the tests into my bag and wash my hands before existing the bathroom, knowing that very soon it will be full of students. As I turn the corner I see a very familiar and comforting smile.

"Hey Betts"