BOOK 1 (Myself;Yourself)

CHAPTER 1

With tears brimming in my eyes,I entered into the bullet train,leaving Sakuranomori thinking about the times I had with the gang.

"will Nanaka forget about me?"

"The sakura band that I give her, will she misplace it?will she be angry because I said that I only gave her 'cos I don't want it?"

"what if she goes out with other boys.."

So what?! I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH HER OR ANYTHING! ARGHHH! WHAT AM I THINKING OF?! I gave my self a knock on my head and I look outside the window.

"SANA! WE WILL BE FRIENDS TOGETHER! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU! WE WILL WAIT FOR YOU TO COME BACK!"

I open the window and I saw Shuu.

"SHUUU…shuu…." I tried to shout back,but my voice died away in the wind.

Tears fall uncontrollably from my eyes,even though I am a man, a man should not cry! Soon,Shuu is gone from my sight and I held out the frog bait that I got from Shuu from my pocket and I clenched on it tightly.

"When will I be able to go to the secret cave again? will Shuu betray the secret of the cave when I am not around?"

A mitten dropped out from my back and i hurriedly catch it.I wore it and i feel so warm throughout my body and my heart, even though the mitten is not in pair but only one."Shuri really took a lot of time and effort to do it ,huh."

I take a deep breath to smell the delicious cake I had earlier on from my breath .

"When will I be able to taste the cake made by Aoi-chan again?" Will I even see them again? more and more tears began to drop on my lap.

"what if they forget me..or even I forget them?

"What if they changed during the course of time and no longer be the ones I knew?"

"What if..what if…"

Thoughts that are filled with uncertainty filled my head and before knew it, I slept in the train with a tear-stained face