Promises in Death
The title was taken from J. D. Robb's In Death series (because I couldn't think of a title for the story and saw the book beside me screaming PROMISES IN DEATH literally in all caps {I'm dying to buy and complete the In Death series of J. D. Robb but I can't afford it yet}) but the story line came from me. I hope I don't get sued for this.
Note: Out of Character L and Light. I can't help it, sorry. You'll have to try to spare my life if you hate it.
Disclaimer: I don't own In Death series and Death note
Light sat quietly on his swivel chair in their headquarters. It had been two days since L's death and he still couldn't move on. He had loved the detective so much that he completely turned away from being Kira but another Kira—aside from the Second Kira—showed up and killed his detective lover.
They were lovers since they were cuffed together. L knew that he was Kira and Light knew L's name but they didn't turn of each other out of love. Light was ready to die for L and vice versa but they didn't expect that L will die in the hands of another Death Note user.
Rage flared in Lights eyes. He'll find the person who did this to his beloved L Lawliet. He'll definitely find the person and kill him with his own hands.
He stood up and walked out of the headquarters. "I'll just rest a bit." He said weakly.
The people in the room looked at each other sadly. They knew the thing between L and Light and they all knew that Light is not doing well in coping up with it but they let him be. He's just a kid after all.
Light entered their room and immediately felt the loss of a loved one. Tears streamed down his cheeks as he leaned on the door and slid to the floor. He folded his knees to his chest—a gesture that he had taken from L—and leaned his head on them.
Memories of L came rushing in his mind.
The first time they met was pretty crappy 'coz L was trying to trap him. Light had killed prisoners with his Death Note and he was L's prime suspect.
The second time was in L's apartment when he called the officers handling the investigation about the Kira case. Light had to come with his father according to L's orders.
Since then, L had been watching him intently until he suddenly decided to cuff them together just to make sure that he was not Kira.
"Hey, Light…" L had called him the first night they were cuffed together.
"Yes, Ryuuzaki?" Light looked at the black rims under L's eyes and sighed.
L didn't say a word. He just kept poking on Light's face making the chains between them jiggle.
"Seriously, L, I'm working here so stop bothering me." He said with an annoyed tone.
"Light is annoyed." L said.
"Of course, I am! You're poking my cheek!"
L just tilted his head to the side for a second before he smiled—making Light's heart leap to his throat. "You're so cute, Light."
Light's face grew hot and red. "W-what the hell are you talking about?" he said as he shifted his gaze from the detective.
To his amazement, L suddenly held his chin to make him look at the raven. "What?" Light asked.
L lowered his head and kissed Light's lips.
Light was shocked that he didn't have time to react. His eyes were wide open even after L had stopped kissing him.
L just stared at him. "You can slap or punch or kick me if you want but it's worth it. I like your lips. It's a million times better than in my imagination." The detective said as he stared at the screen of his laptop.
Light blinked a few times before he realized what just happened and what the detective had said. Annoyance filled his eyes and he pushed the detective off of his seat.
"Whoa!" L said as he was able to end up standing even after the shove that Light gave him.
Light continued shoving him until he stumbled on the bed and ended up lying on his back. "What the—" his statement were cut off by Light's kiss. The kiss was forceful and full of annoyance.
Light pulled away from it and glared at L. "Meanie…" he said with a pout while straddling L's lap. He shifted his gaze from the detective's to hide his embarrassment.
L cupped Light's face so the younger male looked at him. "I'm sorry." He said gently with a smile. "It won't happen again. Now, please give one more kiss."
Light blinked at L's request but he did as he was asked to. This time, the kiss was gentle, smooth and passionate. The brunet closed his eyes.
L licked Light's lips and the younger male opened it to grant the older male entrance. The raven tasted every bit of Light's sweet essence as he slowly raised Light's shirt and touch the toned skin beneath.
"Raise your arms, Light…" L murmured against the brunet's lips and pushed the shirt off as the younger male did as he was told.
Light moaned against L's kiss when the older male touched his nipples. He pulled away from the kiss and panted. "Ngh… L…" he moaned as he gripped onto the bed sheet beneath L's body.
The raven smirked as he tweaked Light's pinkish nipples. "So sensitive, aren't we, Light?" he said as he raised himself slightly and licked the pinkish bud before gently biting it.
"Ah…" Light arched his back due to the pleasure.
L stopped his ministrations and laid back down.
Light whined and he opened his eyes. He looked at L confusedly. "Why did you stop?" he asked; looking a little hurt since he thought that he was not good enough for his crush.
L caressed his face. "I want you to touch yourself for me, Light." He said.
Light looked more confused as he didn't understand what the older man meant.
L sighed. "Still so innocent, aren't you, my Light?" he trailed his hand down Light's torso until it found the belt of Light's pants. "Unbuckled, unbutton, unzip and remove your pants for me, Light."
Light blinked a few times as if he heard L wrong but did it still. He removed his pants and only wore his boxer shorts while still straddling L. His face was red from embarrassment.
L smiled at the sight of his love before him. "You're so beautiful, Light…" he said breathlessly. Oh, how he reveled at the sight of Light. Darn, it made him harder than he already was.
Light stiffened when he felt L's hard-on beneath his ass. Then he smirked. "You're hard." He said as he moved his hips against the hardened manhood and made L groan.
"Damn it, Light…"
"What do I do next?"
L smirked. "Remove that cloth from your body."
Light did as he was told and was left bare-ass naked on top of L; his face flaring up another notch of crimson red.
L knew that Light was innocent but he never knew that he was also obedient and it was one hell of a sexy thing. He watched Light's toned body up to his hardened manhood. Wow… I knew he was cute but I never knew that his thing was cuter. He thought with a chuckle that made Light's brows twitch.
Light knew that his manhood is small compared to other males but he didn't like being laughed at because of it. He pushed himself off of L—making the chains between them jiggle in protest at the sudden movement—and started picking up his clothes that were simply put on the floor beside the bed.
"Hey, where are you going?" L asked as he sat up.
Light didn't answer. He just started wearing his underwear but stopped half way through when L grabbed his arm.
"What's wrong?" L asked and gasped when he saw fresh tears falling down Light's face. "W-what's wrong? What did I do?"
Light shifted his gaze as he tried to pull away from L's grasp. "L-let me go." He said quietly.
"Not until you tell me what's wrong." L said stubbornly then cupped Light's face with both his hands. "Did I hurt you?"
Light bit his lip. "I know I'm not experienced and I don't know anything about sex and my thing is not as big as yours but you just have to tell me if you don't want me. I won't force myself unto you." He said with pained look as he was still in an awkward position; his back bent for he was holding his briefs that lay forgotten around his knees.
"Whoa! Whoa! Who in the world told you that I don't want you?" L looked baffled.
"You were laughing at me."
L face-palmed at that. "Damn it. I was laughing but I was not laughing at you. I was laughing because I just realized how cute you are—inside and out—literally!"
Light blushed as he covered his little manhood. "Damn you!" he screamed at L. "Damn you! Fuck you!"
L watched as Light pouted and screamed like a spoiled child. He smiled. His lover is still young after all. He pulled Light into a tight embrace. "I'm sorry, Light. I'm so, so, so sorry…" he said and planted a kiss on the brunet's head.
Light sniffled as he wiped his tears and wrapped his shorter arms around L's waist.
L tilted Light's face towards him and kissed the brunet.
"Mmnnn…" Light moaned as he reached his arms up and wrapped them around L's neck. "More…" he whispered.
L swept Light off his feet, didn't care if the briefs fell back to the floor—it was not needed anymore anyway—and brought him to the enormous bed. He sat down so Light was straddling his lap again. "So, where were we again?" L feigned innocence but Light knew better.
The brunet didn't say a thing except play with his brown locks.
The raven narrowed his eyes and groped Light's ass which earned his a gasp from the younger male. "Now, do I have your full attention?" he asked.
Light pouted again. "Meanie…"
L smiled at Light's cuteness. "Do I have your permission to taint your innocent mind, Yagami Light-kun?" he asked as he put his index finger on Light's crotch's slit.
Light all but moaned his answer with his eyes closed in anticipation of what was to come next. "Yes."
L smirked. "Then why don't you show me how you please yourself, Light?"
Light opened his eyes and met L's. "What?"
"I like foreplays, Light. They arouse me more."
Light bit his lip as his hands travelled down his torso down to his manhood.
L watched as Light's hands shyly made their way to the hardened manhood. The hands closed around it and they slowly moved making Light gasp every time he raises and lowers said hands.
Light put one of his hands on L's shoulder as his other one pumped his manhood furiously. His back arched from pleasure, his eyes closed and his mouth slightly agape as he was overcome by pure bliss.
L gulped at the scene in front of him. Darn, his Light looked so sexy that he could ravish the younger male whole if he wanted to but he forced himself not to. He wanted to do this slowly. He wants to see Light pleasure himself and he wondered, what will Yagami-san, Light's father, think when he sees his son in this state? What will their companions say if they saw that their innocent Light is not so innocent after all? But on second thought, no. He doesn't want others to see his Light in this state. This Light is only for him. Light Yagami. Yagami Light. He's his. His and only his. No one else's but his.
Light felt his orgasm coming so he pumped harder, faster and his breathing became shallower until white ribbons of semen went flying to L's still-clothed stomach. He dropped his tired body unto L's.
L let the younger male rest for a while for he had planned something that will take the younger male's energy yet again.
Light had gained his normal breathing and he looked at L hopefully. "Is that enough foreplay? Are you aroused enough, L?" he asked.
L smiled at the brunet and planted a short, chaste kiss on Light's parted lips. "Yes, A grha." My love it means. He had learned it from a girl that liked learning foreign words. Cee… Yes, that was the name of the girl. He remembered. She liked talking and I loved talking to her coz she made sense. She was young but was a genius. She's way more intelligent than I am. And that was something L admitted to himself. If there was somebody who'd defeat L, that was the young girl who had defeated him once in a debate about life and justice. The kid had a weird sense of justice but it was never like Light's or his. Code name Cee… I wonder where she is now.
"Your mind is elsewhere, L. Do you want to stop now?" Light asked—as he caressed L's cheek—with full of understanding but under it was sadness and pain.
L apologized for it and kissed Light again.
"What does that mean?" the brunet asked.
"What?"
"What you said to me. A… something…"
"A grha means my love."
Light tilted his head. "Do you mean that?"
"I wouldn't say something that I don't mean."
Light beamed at that. "I love you too." He said as he kissed L's lips.
"Okay then, give me some space so I can strip off my clothes and we can continue what we're doing."
Light pushed himself away from L so he was sitting beside the raven and watched him strip off his clothes down until his underwear. He muttered a 'wow' when he saw L's enormous manhood.
L simply smiled at his lover as he knows that Light was amazed by his size and he doesn't want to as to not insult him. He patted his lap—once he was already lying down at the center of the bed—indicating that he wants Light to straddle him again.
Light did just that.
L knew that whatever care he does, he'll still hurt Light somehow. He caressed the brunet's cheek and asked, "Are you sure you want this?" It was answered by an eager nod. "Are you ready?" Another eager nod. "Well then, I'll have to prepare you first."
He reached for a bottle of lube on top of the bedside table and put some on his palm and rubbed it around his fingers; Light just watched as the older male did these.
When L deemed it was slick enough, he asked Light to raise his ass slightly which the brunet did obediently. He nudged the hole between the smooth cheeks of Light's ass with his middle finger. It made Light gasp slightly but he continued to slowly enter.
Light felt uncomfortable; he clutched at the sheet on either side of L's head while biting his lower lip.
L entered until he can't anymore. He slowly pulled out then pushed in; trying to make Light get used to the feel of it before adding a second digit and then a third after a while.
Light was already panting and hard again by the time he added a third finger. The plunged in deeper and deeper until he found a certain spot that made Light cry out in ecstasy.
"More… Do it more…" Light whispered hotly against L's ear. "Again… again…"
And L did it again and again until Light's insides started clamping his fingers. He immediately pulled out.
Light whined and pouted. "Why did you stop? I was so close…"
"My point exactly, my love." L said as he put lube in his palm then around his manhood.
Light's eyes started to go wide. "D-don't tell me…"
"I won't if you don't want to." L said with an understanding smile. "I'll just have to finish it myself then."
Light pouted. "I wanted something bigger to replace the fingers."
L's eyes widened. What the—Now he believes about the raging hormones in teenagers. He smiled again. "Lower yourself onto it then." He ordered Light who only nodded.
Light guided himself on top of L. He felt the hot manhood prod his butthole and for a mere millisecond he wondered if he'd be able to use it normally after this fucking session. And slowly, L entered him. He felt as if he was being ripped into a million pieces but he still pushed himself down. Bit by bit, he got used to the size of it until he was seated to the hilt.
"Are you okay?" L —feeling so goddamn hot because of the marvelous heat that surrounded him—asked to Light. He was feeling good but he needed to know if his brunet is okay.
Light smiled at him with tears along the side of his eyes. "Yes… I-I just need a little time to r-relax a-and to… to g-get used to y-your size… Ah! Damn… You're so big…"
L felt sorry for Light but he couldn't possibly stop now, could he? Light felt tight—almost suffocating—around him but it felt good nonetheless. It was like eating poison even though you know it was poison just because you know that it tastes great.
Light experimented by moving his hips and it sent waves of pleasure along his spine. "Ah…" He did it again and felt the same pleasure. "Wow…"
L smiled. He can feel that Light is enjoying it. His hands ran to grab Light's hips and slowly, he raised his then let go—letting gravity to its job.
"W-whoa! Ah…"
L smirked. "Move yourself, Light."
Light pouted. "You'll let me do all the work again while you take the pleasure of watching me."
L just shrugged.
Light raised his hips then slammed it back down—hitting his prostate in one go—making him scream out and arch his back. "D-damn… S-so good…" He did it again and again; continuously abusing his prostate and driving both of them insane.
L felt Light clamping down around him almost painfully and immediately knew that Light's close to coming. He gripped the brunet's hips and drove himself up to meet Light half-way.
Light's movements went frantic second by second and soon, he found his release as did L deep inside him.
Light shivered at the memory. It got him all hot and needy. "L…" he called silently as he buried his face in his palms and sobbed. "L…"
They were running probabilities about the Second Kira when L gave him a small box. Light looked at it then to L. "What's this?" he asked.
"A token." L said without looking at his lover.
"What?"
"Just open it and find out."
Light did and saw a glimmering silver ring with small diamonds around it. His eyes widened as he looked at L who was still not looking at him. He took out the ring and saw an encryption on the inside of the silver thing. My love, now and always. It made him smile. He leaned forward and placed a kiss on L's cheek. "I love you too."
L looked at him with a smile. "Wear it as a symbol that you're mine." He said. "And mine alone."
Light slid the ring to his left ring finger and watched it gleam in the light.
"Promise me one thing, Light" L looked serious.
"What is it?" Light asked with a solemn look on his face.
"That as long as you're wearing that ring—whatever happens to me in the future; before we catch this second Kira—you'll continue searching for him or her."
Light looked sad but said yes.
"I love you, Light."
"I love you too, L."
Light clutched his chest; pain starting to rise in it. "L… can I still move on without you?"
Something. Something in his mind spoke. "Yes, Light, you must."
Tears running down his face, Light stood up and walked to the bed—their paradise, their heaven. He dropped onto it face first and let the tears go. Because tomorrow, he'll start searching for the damned bastard who killed his L.
Whaddya think, pipz? I haven't been writing for more than a month I think I'm getting a little rusty—not that I was a good writer either. Reviews are welcome! Wait for the next chapter!
Note: Cee will be in the next chapter. It's OC but I just like putting myself in my fics. Sorry for that if it pisses you off. :-p