Dear You

"Matevy...Please...Don't go..." Russia held tightly to the smaller Canadian as if he would break apart at any moment "...You know I have to..." Canada turned to him "I promise...I will be back...I'll win just for us...Ok?" Russia nodded "...Da"

I'm wondering where you are and what you are doing now. Are you at the other side of this blue sky?

Russia sat quietly at his and Matthews home watching the events unfold on the local news channel. He wished he knew where his Sunflower was and what he was doing. He looked out to the mockingly blue sky. Was his Sunflower seeing the same thing?

There used to be something filling my empty heart...Now that I've lost it I can see it was you...

A small knock resounded in the halls. Russia stood and walked to the door. It was France and England. Both looked completely wrecked. France sullenly held up a square bundle. Russia looked down, The Canadian flag. He fell to his knees "No...No! He...he promised...he can't be..." France looked away and England burst into silent tears as Russia took the flag and held it close "Matevy...My Sunflower..."

How you had always been the one that could cheer me up. How you had always given me so many smiles.

Russia sat alone in his empty house. The lights were off, as was the Tv. He held his loves flag tightly to him as if it was to disappear as well. He wished Canada was here to cheer him up, to smile and tell him all would be fine. But alas the smaller country was gone before he could say goodbye, or the three words he had never said but always felt.

The price I must pay for what I have lost, Is much to big and impossible to bear.

He walked in the fridged cold, trying with all his might to numb the pain. Nothing he tried seemed to work. He just became lonelier and lonelier. The pain got worse and worse. He returned home. Empty bottles scattered the floor. A small container of maple syrup fell to the floor. He picked it up immediately and set it carefully back into the cupboard.

Though I reached out the furthest that I can, and try to bring back the life I would have had.

He lay quietly on his bed. He thought about his Sunflower and the life he wanted them to have. Vast amounts of maple syrup, and vodka of course, two children: one canadian and one russian, they would have the largest country in the world. It would have been perfect. Except for one detail. Him. That selfish, obnoxious, loud mouth jerk who took everything away from him. Oh yes. He will pay.

As if it were the wind,it slips right through my hand, and although I see it, I can not reach.

Russia sat up. He heard a sound coming from down stairs. He cautiously walked, pipe and flag in hand, into the kitchen. There standing by the stove was his Sunflower. Russia dropped the pipe and ran to hug the one he missed so dearly. He went right through him. Russia gasped as he realized the situation. His Sunflower was back, but he was a ghost. He reached out for him, but, he slipped right through his fingers.

Not knowing what to do, and no one I can turn to. Slowly I feel how my heart starts to fade...

He became more and more uncertain. He had no clue of what he should do. No one would take him seriously anymore. They all took his land piece by piece. He grew weaker and weaker "So...this is the feeling of heart break..."

But all of your smiles that I have in my memories, cheer me up like you did before.

He layed slowly fading remembering his Matevy, his Sunflower. His lovely smiles that only he had gotten to see. Russia smiled despite the tears that adorned his face. He searched for the emotion that caused this. Joy. That word surprised him. He was joyful?...perhaps his Sunflower was trying to cheer him up a little. A new thought occurred. As soon as he would disappear, he would see his Sunflower again. This cheered him up as he thought of his love.

And once again I'll go back to those days, I know that this time I wont make mistakes.

He closed his eyes breathing shallow. He relived all his times with his Sunflower. Making sure to correct his mistakes, trying to make things right, for the very last time. He knew he did not have much left.

I promise, that I'll show nothing but smiles, standing high right by your side.

He smiled as his eyes dropped shut sighing contently, he would never be apart from his Sunflower again. He opened his eyes and a bright light blinded him. He looked around still smiling. He smiled wider as his gaze fell upon a small figure who looked back at him with loving purple-ish blue eyes "We weren't playing copy cat you know..." Russia laughed.

I'm wondering where you are and what you are doing now, are you at the other side of this blue sky?

France and England stood quietly gazing down at where the two cold nations now lay. England looked up at the happy blue sky, that held a tint of pink and purple, he smiled lacing his hand with France's "...They've found each other..." France nodded in agreement looking up also "Oui...they have haven't they?"

Promise me that you'll show me your timid smile, I had never hoped for anything more...

Russia smiled pulling his lovely Sunflower into his lap "Would you smile for me?" Canada nodded smiling timidly, blushing, and hugged the taller "Your really silly, you know that right?" Russia nodded "Yes, of course my Matevy" "...Russia?..." "Yes?" Canada shifted looking up at him "I love you" Russia smiled leaning down "I love you too my Sunflower"

Don't wonder about where I am and what I might be doing now, Because I'm with you, on the other side of this blue sky...

End

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Shiro: Oh! I had such a tough time with killing Canada like that... Anyway the thing about him dieing is...well If you want I could tell you here...or write another chap to explain Canada's side on this...I-If you guys want anyway...

Rus: *glares*

Shiro: ...Wat...

Rus: how dare you kill Matevy...

Can: R-Russia she didn't really...

Shiro:T-The song used i-is Higurashi no naka koroni [Dear You] English Version...Oh Jashin please help me...speaking of which. My phone got run over by a Car... But it still works! Talk about a Jashin blessed phone! Haha Jaa nee!

Russ: Jaa. Nee.

Can: Jaa nee eh!