Okay this is a one shot I wrote because of a facebook picture I saw and looking at my children, I may have not always made the right choice in my life but I still tried really hard. I still wish for my prince to come or even an exciting relationship. So here is my story. I hope you enjoy it. Please read and review.

At 6 years old "Mommy I love you so much"

We made cookies and did finger paintings, we would play with model clay for hours,

It was always just us and Edward because you babysat him, he was always there,

We read stories of princess and princes, knights in shining armour slaying the dragon and saving the princess,

When we would play dress up, Edward would always promised to save me from the dragon, from the tower I was locked away in, he even kissed me on the cheek when you weren't looking.

I was falling in love with him, even then,

At 9 years old "Mommy you know everything; Don't you?"

You would tell me that I was so smart, that I could do anything I ever wanted, be anybody I wanted in this world,

You wanted me to travel the world and go to school anywhere that I wanted,

Study and be anything that I wanted, you said I was to make you proud and do whatever my little heart desired, but all I ever wanted to be was just like you,

I wanted to be a mother that would bring happiness to her children,

I wanted to be a wife that would make her husband smile every night when he came home from a long nights work,

I wanted Edward just as much as he wanted me, we had dreams together of traveling the world and being together forever,

At 13 years old "Mommy Whatever, Stop Embarrassing Me"

You had decided to read my diary, how could you mother, those are my private thoughts

I told you what you needed to know, did you need to know I was crushing on Edward, I think not

But you went ahead and read it anyways, no going back from that now is there,

You told me that I couldn't settle for a boy in this town, that I had to run as far as I could.

I tried to tell you that Edward was sweet and would always put me first,

You told me he was nothing more than a crush and I needed to put myself first,

But I loved him so much and I know he loved me, he told me so,

He told me I was his everything, that no matter what we would end up together,

He had promised that we would be our first everything,

In that moment he gave me my first kiss and told me he Loved ME More than anything in this world.

Betting you didn`t know he asked me to marry him the first time that night, right after high school we would run away together,

Travel the world and go to school, become anything we wanted together,

You wouldn't listen though; you did the worst thing you could have ever done.

At 16 years old "Mommy just stop I know it all, I love him, I know it, Nothing you do will change that Mom"

All I wanted to do was apply to the same colleges as him,

You wouldn't let me, saying that I needed to live and experience on my own,

I kept saying I'm not you mom, I want to stay close to him and have his babies,

You kept telling me one day I would regret that choice, that I needed to run far away from him and experience life and find a man to settle down with in years,

No matter what we said, either family made us apply in different directions,

You somehow convinced his family that this was best for both of us,

I however did sneak out of the house the night before his family moved,

We ran away to our meadow, and we made love to each other,

He touched me in ways I never thought possible, he made me have the most powerful orgasm of my life, I squirted all over of his chest, causing his shirt to become saturated and shocked him,

After I came down with him slowly kissing up my body, nuzzling into my neck,

He asked if I was really sure, if I was ready to be his forever, I just kissed him deeply as he slowly pushed inside of me and taking both our virginity's,

He just kept kissing me and whispering how much he loved and it was us Forever,

He brought me the most amazing pleasures, I came so hard I almost pushed him back outside my pussy,

He brought me to pleasures I have never know before him or since him,

After giving are selves to each other, we became our first ever thing, we stayed there for 24 hours or more,

We did every position and everything we could think of,

After everything was over, we held each other whispering all of our feelings or love and lust for each other,

We couldn't stop the promises the escaped our mouths,

You promised to come back for me, to always find me no matter what,

No matter how much time was to pass, I was always to wait for you,

I knew I loved you no matter what was to happen, you gave me a promise ring,

I promised you right back to always wait, to never marry or have children,

Little did I know you left me a little present as far as I was concerned!

My mother freaked and tried to force decisions on me, she told me we would take care of it, I didn`t like the venom in her voice,

I ran to protect our little miracle; I ran away from home, as far as I could, I hope you to be proud of me one day,

I could never let something happen to the piece of yourself that you left behind with me,

At 19 years old "Mom I was never you but I am going to College"

I have worked really hard and made many friend along the way,

A woman named Esme is going to take care of my now 3 year old son,

You would really like her and her husband, Carlisle is both of our Family doctors,

He takes care of us for free, Never asks for a thing in return,

They are so kind to us, they help take care of us and make sure I take time for me,

She makes sure I don`t over work or study, take time out for the little things in life,

She has even taken it upon herself to find me love, no matter how many dates Esme sets up with nice men,

They are not you, I have tried to date but could never bring myself past a kiss,

I have been waiting for you, hoping for you and wishing for you to find us,

Someday I tell myself, I will see someone, someday and tell them about are son Tony,

You would love him, I just know, He love's power rangers and baseball,

He is so your son in every way, looks and personality, He is yours,

Every day when I look at him he makes me miss your more, all it takes is one look or silly thing to make me laugh, I just miss you so much,

At 23 years old "Mom you were right, but not what you think, I just hate being Alone, I miss him so much"

Mom Tony is growing so fast, he is now 7 years old and the smartest kid in his class,

Dad has long died, from a heart attack no less, I kept telling you to feed him better but you would never listen,

I can`t bring myself to really talk to you other than once every few months,

You sent him and his family away, I had to run and have barely spoken to you since, Not a word since dad died,

I don't know if he ever came back or if you ever told him the real reason why I ran away from that town, really I ran away from you, you have always refused to talk about him or him family,

I'm sorry I couldn't let you live your life through me but I really did want my child,

I have worked really hard and have graduated college earlier, now I am going to upgrade to my masters, you might not be proud but I know Dad is,

I am a English teacher in high school, I also write, I am living the dream for me,

At 25 years old "Mom you were right about one thing, I would have regrets"

The problems is we have different regrets from each other,

My regret is in love, that fact my son does not have a father and that is because of choices you made for us,

I wish I had grabbed a hold of Edward and ran away from that town together,

If I could have done this by myself, Imagine what we could have done together,

My son asks me at least once a week about his father if not more,

He is so full of questions and just wants to hear stories about us together as kids,

I wonder about him, he would have done great things in this world,

I have googled him but nothing comes up so I know he hasn't done great things like I thought,

At 30 years old "Mom I really just wanna come home"

Last week I heard from someone that he was getting married,

He never came back for me, he at least never found us, never look hard enough or fought hard enough, all that does is breaks my heart all over again,

I ask you again if he ever came back and asked about me, you change the subject,

Makes me wonder what you are hiding from us,

I just hope he is happy, with whatever life he has chosen, All I know is I have the best part of him ever released into the world,

Our son Tony is now 14 years old and is brilliant child, he says he won't have sex until he is married, because he never wants to accidentally leave a child behind,

Because of our parents all 3 of us missed out on a great thing, our dream life that we wanted and had planned out,

Many years later and your still the only man I have ever loved, the only man I have ever had sex with, and I miss you more now than ever,

Our son refused to date until a women, until she catches his eye to the point where he would fight everything for her,

At 34 years old "My son convinces me to go to college with him, a new town, a new home, a new life"

After saying yes to you and your gut feelings, I move to freezing cold city of Chicago with you, I must love you so much my son,

I find a job right away, we have a pretty nice apartment, we are happy in our lives,

We have lived here for about 6 months when you say you are taking me to diner,

You take me to the most popular restaurant in the city, You have reservations,

I think you are trying to impress your old mother, I can't help but chuckle at you,

You are so much like your father, so very cheesy and handsome,

We are seated and order, we chat away and you tell me how school is going and I chat about work,

Next thing I know is I hear my name being called, that most precious velvety voice is calling my name,

I feel tingles run all over my body, you voice makes me shudder,

All I can do is look back, our eyes meet and you smile widely and walk towards me rather quickly, more like a jog around the tables,

You pull me right out of my chair; you kiss my mouth and tell me you found me,

You tell me you have been looking since you were 18 years old,

You say baby I have missed you, I have never stopped loving you,

Then you notice the young man I am with, you stiffen right in my arms, you start to glare at him while pulling me closer to you,

I chuckle and put my hand on your chest, I tell you this is my son Anthony,

Tony for short, I look right into your eyes and say I had him when I was 16 almost 17,

You must understand right away because you take a shallow breath and say "My Son", I smile and wipe away a single tear that has rolled down your cheek,

It doesn't take long you have both of us moved into your house,

You own many computer and security companies as well as hotels around the world,

You have to travel, a business trip and your all of a sudden refuse to go unless I come with you,

You are the most attentive man a woman could ask for,

We make love many times a day, and you whisper sweet nothings into my ear,

You propose to me within 6 months of us living together and your mom is so happy and plans a huge wedding, within 3 months we are married,

We head off on our honeymoon laughing and kissing the whole way,

We had barely made it to the plane before we made love,

We joined the mile high club as soon as we were on the plane,

I'm pretty sure a bunch of our staff got a show but that is why we paid them,

To keep their eyes and mouths shut, He took me to the most romantic place,

By the time we returned home I had found out I was pregnant,

At 50 years old "I found out my mother was dying, she had stayed in Forks, I'm about to lose my Mom."

I almost felt sad for my mother because she never left Forks,

I'm really am happy in the life I now have,

I'm still not sure why she tried to keep us from each other,

We are so happy with 5 children total,

When I asked her why she did it, he answer was that children were a mistake,

I could never agree with that, in fact I couldn't wait for grandchild,

Even if Edward said our girls where dating until his death bed,

He was always one for dramatics, Even when he finally had me he wouldn't let me go, he even thought I was on a date with our son, talk about jealousy,

I love Edward more than anything in this world, he is my Everything along with our children, We have always been each other's one and only,

He never could be with the other woman that his mother wanted to marry,

He always only wanted me, only ever me, no matter how many women the sent to him; he says he never felt anything for them,

He wanted to make up for lost time, he took us on a 2 month camping trip that first summer,

Saying we had to make up for lost time, Tony brought his girlfriend along,

It was the best family trip we ever took together, it was the first of many,

Tony came home the other day, he had a sly little smile on his face,

I asked him what was going on, He said that I was going to be a grandma,

I screamed and screeched, I couldn`t believe you finally where making me a grandma,

When you got home from work that night, the children of course attacked you,

You of course acted all hurt and injured, the girls gave you kisses to make you feel all better,

I smiled and said, Tony stopped by today, had some amazing news to tell,

You just smile and raise and eye brow waiting, He`s going to be a daddy I say,

The smile on your face I swear could break you, you pick me up and swing me around, you would think I was the one having the baby again,

You were so excited the day I told you I was carrying your child,

You dropped to your knees, you kissed my belly and whispered to it for as long as I would let you,

I always caught you talking to my belly in the middle of the night, I couldn`t help but pretend to sleep and listen as you would tell are baby everything and anything,

At 70 years old "I couldn`t believe I was burying my husband, I loved him so much"

I hold that hands of all my children on and off all day long,

Everyone that knew you comes out and tries to give their support,

All I want is to go home and lay down, in our bed, where we use to sleep together,

This was a shocker, a heart attack; I thought you were so healthy,

The doctor said we were both still healthy for our age,

By the end of the day and having been passed around by everyone,

Having been giving to many hugs and handshakes to care about,

All I wanted was you today, all I could do was think about you and our life together,

All of our happy moments, all of our fights, all the people that have tried to come between us over the years,

I will never be able to keep living on in this world knowing you are not in it,

Once I am home for the night, all our children refuse to leave my side,

It takes a more days than I expect but I finally have my mask in place,

My heart is breaking and I refuses to think about you it hurts to much,

But I have to keep going for our children and grandchildren, they are not ready to lose the both of us yet,

At 80 years old "Slowly dying of a broken heart"

I have come and visited your grave every Sunday afternoon since the day you were buried here,

It has been 10 years now since I lost my heart, waking up to your side of the bed being cold every morning has been heart breaking,

I am slowly allowing myself to remember all that we have lived through, I just wished we could have started together at 16 not 30 something,

After placing flowers on your grave and making sure the stone is not dirty,

I head home for the evening, tears slowly running down my cheeks,

My chest hurts, feels like something is pushing on it, making it hard to breath,

I feel like something is pulling my heart out of my chest,

I skip diner that night and go straight to bed early, I can feel what is about to happen,

I call all my children before I lay for my rest making sure to tell them all I love them and miss them,

They all keep asking me if I'm okay, our son Tony says he's on his way,

His family lives the closes to our home, Once you passed they moved close,

He worries of me too much, just like you always did, he picked right up on that job,

I can feel it, I am not going to wake up, and I swear I can feel your fingers on my cheek,

Running through my hair, down my neck, across my collarbone, sweet kisses being place along the way, your cold breath fanning across my exposed skin,

You always did like me in the silk short dressed nighties,

You always told me I was the beautiful creature you had ever seen, kissed, touched, tasted,

I close my eyes and within no time at all I can hear you whispering my name,

I open my eyes, you are hovering over me with your hand extended, you look 18 again, and your eyes are sparkling and shining,

I reach my hand out taking yours; you pull me off the bed and right into your arms,

You are smiling so brightly at me, you lean down and kiss me so softly,

You whisper my name against my lips, I tell you a missed you in return,

You tell me together forever, even if we have to wait at times,

I look behind myself and notice my lifeless body sleeping in our bed,

I hear a sound and look over to the door, I notice Tony has showed up,

Edward smiles at him and says he is so proud of our boy, all our children really,

Tony leans down and kisses my forehead then picks up the phone beside the bed and starts calling everyone to tell them I'm gone.

You tell me it's time to go to heaven, that we have some new choices to make,

You tell me we can stay in heaven or be reborn, try our lives again,

I tell you I need to think about it, but for now all I want to be is in your arms,

You tell me you have a surprise for me, you kiss me again and we are off floating through the clouds

We are sitting on a cloud looking down watching the sun come up, you tell me we can watch our children and grandkids from here

You tell me you have been with me all along, no matter what,

You point to another cloud and a man I know is sitting down on the cloud beside us,

My father, that's your surprise to me, I love you so much Edward Cullen

We spend a large amount of time just talking and hugging and laughing,

You have always been watching, as I knew you were, I missed my father so much,

I just hope that in our next life when we take it, we will always be together, no problems or troubles,

I love you Edward Cullen, Together forever and ever and ever….

Thanks for reading, Just a little story that I was working with the other night when I was board and having a few drinks, I am working on my other stories as well as a few others, I will update my other stories soon, really soon.

Please read and review.. I do not own Twilight just like to write stories.