"Christmas Wish"
(I don't own divergent, I'm just putting a crazy & sexy Christmassy twist on it, because this is what I do)
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(This is an Eric\Tris-(Eris-Tric) fic! I can't help it; those two are my all time favorite…
(Marry Christmas to all of you crazy beautiful Divergent lovers)
Soooo without further ado…MARRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!
CHAPTER 1|TRIS
It has been almost a year since I passed initiation; ranking first and joining the small team of leaders in Dauntless and I couldn't be happier at how my life has turned out…well sort of! Tobias and I are still together but I'm not really sure for how long it will continue to last. Our relationship was doing great up until he completely pushed me away and started to neglect me and our relationship.
In the beginning I had a small fear of intimacy but I was working really hard to get over it because I can't deny that I am sexually attracted to Tobias, I mean come on, who wouldn't be attracted to him, he's gorgeous?
The night I tried to fully get past my fear; Tobias made me feel like I wasn't worth his time or that I was disgusting in some way. He didn't come right out and say this but he pushed me away from him and told me that he wasn't ready and ever since then he has been a distant and kind of coldhearted.
I have accepted it and moved on; granted, it took a while with a lot of tears and self loathing on my part but I'm past it none the less and now I really don't feel anything for him anymore, we're still together but I haven't the first clue as to why that is. Don't get me wrong; I love the asshole but I really don't think those feeling are mutual even though he tells me that he loves me all the time.
"Max" I tap on Max's open door as I step into his office "I'm headed home for the day! Do you need me to do anything else before I leave?" I smile at my boss and mentor.
"Umm" he mumbles to himself as he searches through the mountain of paperwork on his desk. "Yes, I need you to give this to Eric." Max tells me as he stands and walks around his desk, handing me a very thick folder. "He should still be in his office but if by chance he has gone for the day; just drop it off at his apartment seeing as you live right across the hall from him."
"You got it boss man" I smile and turn to leave but Max grabs my arm.
"Don't forget about the party that I'm throwing for the leaders tonight" he gives me a cheesy grin "remember it a secret Santa party so bring your gift" he stops momentarily "whose name did you draw?"
"It's called secret Santa for a reason Max." I roll my eyes at him.
"You didn't draw my name; Jessie did. So I ask again!" he chuckles "whose name did you draw Tris?"
"Oh good grief Max" I roll my eyes at him again "I drew Eric's name!"
Max told me that the leaders have a private party every Christmas and they play a game of secret Santa and the gifts had to be embarrassing and completely ridiculous and the gift that I got Eric will no doubt make the hard ass turn to mush…well, I'm hoping it does anyway!
Max is laughing really hard now "Oh goody, I can't wait to see what the two of you got each other" he stops, realizing what he just said "shit, please don't tell him that I told you?" The old man pleads with me and I just give him an evil smile followed by a ridiculous giggle.
"Yeah sure grandpa" I laugh as I leave his office.
I'm still giggling as I walk into Eric's office without knocking; hell I never knock on his door mainly because I know it pisses him off and I really love to ruffle his feathers on a daily basis. I call it flirting!
"What the hell are you giggling at stiff?" he asks with a pierced brow raised "and how many time do I have to tell you to knock, woman?"
"I am laughing at Max and I have already told you that I will start knocking when you stop calling me stiff" I shrug as I move around his desk to stand beside him; tossing the file on his desk before leaning on the edge next to him.
Eric grins up at me "did you plan on bringing the asshole to the party tonight?" he asks and I shake my head "good" Eric pulls me into his lap and my eyes go wide.
"What in the hell are you doing Eric?" I make a move to get up but he wraps his arms around my waist holding me tightly to him.
We are so close that I can smell his cologne and oh god he smells so good. I have been crushing on this man for a while now. Everything about him turns me on and pisses me off all at the same time. I love it!
He points to the monitor of his computer and when I look at what he is pointing out to me, I can't hold in the gasp that escapes my mouth. I should have known, I mean really; I completely threw myself at Tobias and he acted as if I didn't exist and now seeing him with who I thought was my best friend, making out and dry humping each other in the training room enlightened me as to why he never wanted to take our relationship any further than a few make out sessions.
I feel a tear roll down my cheek and Eric's grip on me tightens, "He's stupid Tris" he brings his hand up to wipe the tears that are falling freely now. "You really shouldn't waste your tears on him, he is not worth it" he tells me in the softest tone I have ever heard come out of his mouth.
"As funny as it sounds" I smile through the tears "these tears are not for him; they're because my so called best friend" I sniff before continuing "Four wouldn't sleep with me when I was finally ready and I thought it was because of me. As it turns out, he has been getting sex from her! I guess I really am an ugly and disgusting person"
I really don't care that he is cheating on me it's just that Tobias has manage to make me feel like I'm that horrible of a person!
As soon as the words leave my mouth, Eric has turned me around in his lap and somehow managed to make me straddling him "You're a beautiful woman Tris and if I ever hear you say something like that about yourself again I'll bend you over my knee and spank your ass"
I begin to laugh "Oh really?"
"Yes really" he smiles as his hand runs through my short hair "now how 'bout we go bust the sorry excuse for a man and embarrass him and his whore" he licks his lips and my eyes follow this action.
"On one condition" I bite my bottom lip.
"And what is this condition Tris" he pulls me tighter to him. I accidentally press myself into him and I can feel him harden beneath me.
I gasp at the contact and the fact that his eyes seem to darken immediately "Kiss me" I tell him in a soft whisper. The way he is looking at me and the way I am feeling, contradicts the way Tobias has made me feel for the past seven or so months but Eric has yet to move "if you don't want to, I understand" I make a move to get up from his lap but he tightens his hold on me.
"I want nothing more that to kiss every part of your sexy body right now Tris" he hugs me and buries his face in the crook of my neck "but I want you to kiss me because you want to, not because that asshole hurt you and right now you may want to kiss me but your wants are lead by anger and hurt; I don't want any regret between the two of us" I close my eyes because the feeling of him so close and his breath on my neck is cause my body to react in a way like never before. "Do you understand what I'm saying" he asks as he pulls away slightly.
"Yes" I breathe out and open my eyes to find him smiling at me.
"When you want nothing more than to kiss me because that is all you can think about" he presses his soft warm lips to my cheek "then do it without warning or hesitation; I don't care if we are in a room full of people at the time" Eric grin playfully and I can't help but to match it. "Whenever you are ready, you can do whatever you want to me!"
"OK" I kiss his cheek and climb off his lap holding my hand out to him "Thank you Eric"
Eric and I make our way to the training room to catch my now ex-boyfriend and ex- best friend in the act. As we approach the door I hear a lot of playful giggles and laughter; laughter that I haven't heard in a long time.
"Come on stiff" Eric winks at me and tugs my arm as he opens the door. My eyes go straight to the happy looking couple laying on the fighting matt with their lips locked together in a very passionate kiss.
"Wow" I say loud enough to get their attention "you know, I was starting to think you were gay Tobias" I call him by his real name because I don't feel obligated to keep his secret anymore.
"Tris honey" Tobias gasps as he scrambles to get off of Christina "it's not what it looks like, we were just sparing I promise"
I begin to laugh loudly and I clutch Eric's arm and I realize he is laughing as well. "Why on earth are you trying to deny it? I know you don't want me; you clearly can't stand the very sight of me if your actions over the past several months are any indication, you don't touch me and you have never kissed me like you were just kissing my ex-friend?" I ask and wait patiently for his answer.
"What?" he asks as if he can't believe what I'm saying him "I do want you Tris, I have always wanted you sweetheart"
I narrow my eyes at him as Eric and I move closer and I notice Christina buttoning her pants "Then why do you always turn me down when I try to move our relationship further? Why won't you fuck my like you have clearly just fucked this whore" I'm yelling now and pointing at Chris. "Over the past five months you have pushed me away and treated me like I'm the most disgusting and vile person you have ever met" I feel Eric pull me back closer to him.
"I didn't realize I was doing that to you baby and I do want to have sex with you but I wanted Chris as well and I didn't want to be sleeping with two different women but I love you more than anything" I cut him off with a well aimed punched to the face.
Tobias drops to his knees and I continue by grabbing the back of his head and connecting it with my knee, hard. He falls back; his face covered in blood "I fucking hate you" I scream as I stomp my foot down between his legs.
I feel a hand on my arm and when I turn I see Christina trying to pull me off of him so I turn and punch her in the nose; enjoying the satisfied crunching sound of her nose breaking. She falls to he knees beside the asshole; her hands covering her bleeding face!
"The two of you can have each other because I'm fucking done with you both!" I yell and grab Eric's arm pulling him to the door "Oh and sorry to interrupt your little…affair but as your leader; I'm giving you a warning" I say, turning to Eric, he smiles at me before I turn back to the two heartless fuckers "the training room is for training only so keep your disgusting and disturbing activities in the bedroom"
When Eric and I left the training room I told him that I needed to get ready for the party so he walked me to my apartment and kissed my cheek before entering his apartment.
After my shower I slip on the little black strapless dress and black six inch stiletto heals that I bought the other day. I really wanted to look good but at the time I didn't realize that I wanted to look good for Eric. Its funny how one day he and I are at each others throats and the next I want him to bend me over my desk and show me how good sex could be, but that is how he and I operate. I have wanted Eric for a while now, ever since I touched myself for the first time.
After I deem myself ready and I've placed the card confessing my feelings in Eric's gift I walk out of my apartment and head to Max's apartment. Max only lives a few doors down.
I open the door and notice that I'm the last to arrive and all eyes are on me "Oh my god Tris" I hear Jessie squeal "You look amazing"
"Thank you and so do you" I whisper in her when she hugs me.
"Where's Four?" she asks me just as Eric approaches us.
"They broke up" he say's before taking a drink of his scotch. I narrow my eyes and confiscate his drink. "Hey woman I was drinking that"
"And now I'm drinking it" I wink at him and shrug my shoulders "and as I recall; I kicked his sorry ass then dumped him"
"How could I forget; you made today the best day of my life just by doing that" he chuckles.
"What happened sweetie" Jessie asks scrunching up her nose as she eyes the scotch in my hand. Eric and I are the only two people in dauntless that have a taste for the stuff; the liquor store never runs out because of that fact!
"We caught him with Christina doing wicked things to each other in the training room" Eric speaks before I can and I kick his shin for his troubles. "Damn it Stiff that shit hurt" Eric leans down and rubs his leg still grinning at me though.
"Well learn to quit yapping and blabbing your big mouth like an old biddy" I stick my tongue out at him and turn to find Jessie talking to Kevin, one of the other leaders.
There are only eight leaders total so this party is a very small affair; there are only three people here that are not leaders and those people are Max's wife Shelly, Kevin's girlfriend Rachel and Tori, Harrison's wife. Jessie, Danny and Jason are single and didn't bring dates so the party is comfortable and low key; much more relaxed than the normal parties here in dauntless!
I feel warm arms wrap around my waist and even warmer breath on my neck "God Tris" Eric moans in my ear and I'm instantly wet "I want to feel that tongue of yours all over my body" A loud moan escapes from my parted lips and I know I'm panting because my chest is heaving. Eric grabs my hand bringing it behind me and between us "do you feel what that moan just did to me" he rubs my hand against his hard dick and oh god he is huge. Fuck, I am drenched.
An idea begins to form as I lean back against his chest and bring my hand to the back of his neck, pulling his head down so my lips are touching his ear "How bad do you want to feel how wet I am?" the loud moan comes from him this time just as Max calls for every ones attention! Shit we're still in a room full of people!
"Alright guys lets start the secret Santa gift giving, but we'll be doing it differently this year" Max smiles at Eric and I and its then that I realize that we haven't moved from our compromising positions.
Eric's arms are still wrapped around my waist and one of my hands is still gripping the back of his neck; the other is still between us gripping something harder. I release his dick and go to lower my other arm but he stops me by sliding his hand up my arm "No" he leans down and whispers in my ear "stay put" I smile as I relax in his embrace just as I feel him press a small kiss just under my ear "You smell so good Tris!"
"So when you receive your gift you have to guess who it's from." Max smiles knowingly at me and I shake my head at the old man.
"Alright Eric you can go first" Max says and I feel Eric shake his head.
"Nope someone else can go first" Eric laughs.
"Fine" Max grins "Tris you're up" he tells me and I nod as I move away from Eric and try to pick up the Gift that has my name on it but its too damn heavy.
The huge box is wrapped expertly "Ok, someone will have to help me carry this damn thing home" I laugh as I tear into the wrapping paper.
"What in the hell" I screech when I read the name of the offending item "Oh my god, Eric" I turn to his laughing form "I know this is from you so why in the hell did you get me a sex swing"
At this the room erupts in loud laughter and my face turns about twenty shades of red. Eric is giving me a look that says I'll be having a lot of fun with this gift "you're an ass!" I walk back over to him and slap his shoulder before standing on my tip toes "I hope you know how to install that swing Eric" I grab his face and kiss the shit out of him and I vaguely hear lour cheers around us. I nibble on his lips softly before pulling away. "No hesitation, Right?" I grin before turning back to the stunned people in the room. Thinking the heavens no one says anything to us.
"You're turn Eric, and no backing out this time" Max points at him!
Eric nods and grabs his gift that I almost went broke buying "Holy shit where in the hell did you find a 50 year old bottle of Chivas Regal Tris" I think the man actually screeched.
Eric looks at me I shrug and smile at him "Read the note Eric" I grin at him as he hands me the bottle.
"I don't trust anyone else to hold this; you are the only one besides me that well ever appreciate something like this" he says quietly opening the card with a brilliant smile on his face.
(The card)
Eric,
You have been on my mind for a while now but I didn't know how to approach the subject until now!
So here goes nothing or maybe everything…
The shit that happened today just gave me a push in the right direction; to take what I want, and that is you Eric!
I have dreamt about you doing things to me that I didn't know how to ask for so I'm asking you in this card...
I want you to make love to me Eric; fuck me in every, and anyway possible. I want to taste every part of you and I want you to taste every part of me. I want to spend the entire three days that we have off work; in bed with you, worshiping you while you worship me.
Eric I want to be yours and only yours! And if what happened earlier is any indication; I don't fucking share!
All I want for Christmas is you!
Yours truly…Tris,
When Eric reads the card his smile turns to a mischievous grin "Really?" he turns to me and I see his cheeks are red as he licks his lips "Best gift ever!" he yells as he put the card in his back pocket "and the scotch is nice too" I smile, relieved that he wants me as much as I want him!
"Wait a minute!" Jessie yells "What did the card say?" everyone in the room is quiet and waiting with rapt attention for Eric to speak but he just grins at them and shakes his head.
"That is between me and Tris" he smiles as he turns to me "Are you ready to call it a night?"
He doesn't wait for me to answer as he picks up my gift and walks to the door "See you fuckers in a few days and marry Christmas" he calls out "come on Tris this is heavy!"
"So you liked the card?" I ask after I've shut my door and locked it.
Eric sets the box on the floor by my couch before moving towards me. "Hmmm" he smiles seductively at me "defiantly" he grins down at me "So take what you want Tris"
I wrap my arms around his neck pulling him to me, but before our lips meet I feel him lift me off the ground. I wrap my legs around his waste the moment our lips meet. This kiss is one of need and full of passion and I find that I never want it to stop, but it does.
Eric slowly ends the kiss; we both are breathing heavily and my heart is pounding.
"About those dreams…" Eric is grinning from ear to ear. "Want to tell me what they were about?"
"How 'bout I just show you" and I do; I show him everything.
-Hello my lovelies; yes I know…no lemons and I'm sorry for that… I guess I'm losing my touch, who the hell knows! Anyway, this fic is not necessarily a oneshot; it will be a few chapters of random moments between Tris and Eric and (yes I do intend on writing a scene with the swing)-
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