The characters in this story are not my creation. The person who wrote this story is Stephanie Meyer. I just put it in edwards point of view.

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BREAKING DAWN EPOV

Chapter 1

Thump-thump. That's all I could hear all I wanted to hear from my beautiful Bella. Thump-thump. A sign that she was living, that she was alive it was just magic to hear that sound night and day.

I lay there with her in my arms listening to her breathing and heartbeats. I could just stay here forever. I thought to myself.

"I miss you already" Bella says. I no she didn't want to have to be alone of all nights to feel worried and scared about tomorrow. I new she dreaded the thought but on some level I also think she couldn't wait. Just like I couldn't.

"I don't need to leave, I can stay" I stroked her cheek. I still get a wonderful feeling every time I touch Bella. It just shocks my whole being. It gives me some reminder that i'm still alive in a sense.

"Mmm" She mumbled. By the sound of it I thought she was almost asleep. But then she sat up and leaned forward and kissed me like no tomorrow. It was so hard to keep track when kissing Bella. I still had the temptation for her but it was more lust and not hunger, though deep down I knew it was still there waiting to resurface. But I wouldn't let it.

For once Bella detached herself from my lips and opened her eves. I couldn't think of anything more beautiful then her whole being. The way her eyes were shaped the curve of her mouth and even the touch and smell of her skin.

I couldn't believe how lucky I was to have this lovely person for my wife.

" Definitely staying " I said at once.

She gave me a shocked look. " No, no. Its your bachelor party. You have to go.

But as she said it she locked me in her embrace. I suddenly felt whole. We are going to be together as a whole. Husband and wife.

"Bachelor parties are designed for those who are sad to see the passing of their single days. I couldn't be more eager to have mine behind me. So there's really no point."

"True" And as she said it I felt her warm breath on my throat. The smell of her breath is simply intoxicating. It made the venom in my mouth and throat flow, but I dismissed it. This is because it doesn't really bother me anymore. I grinned at the thought of how much her blood and body tempted me and called me to drink her but that was past us now.

Bella ran her hand down my chest and a shudder of pleasure ran through me. And all of a sudden I was kissing her I don't even remember making that decision. My body craved to be near her closer but I wouldn't get carried away with my temptations. Bella was to fragile to get carried away with, I always had to be on guard.

I pulled away slowly watching Bella's face change.

"Wait" she grabbed my shoulders and pulled herself closer to me. " Practice makes perfect" Bella said as she kicked her leg over onto my waist.

I gave a slight chuckle "Well, we should be fairly close to perfection by this point, then, shouldn't we? Have you slept at all in the last month?"

"But this is the dress rehearsal," Bella mentioned with a cheeky smirk on her face. "and we've only practiced certain scenes. It's no time for playing safe."

My whole body felt like a mountain, so hard so rough. Does she really think I can let loose with her. I'm on guard all day and night.

"Bella…" I whispered.

She gave me a sour look. " Don't start this again a deal is a deal."

"I don't know. It's too hard to concentrate when you're with me like this. I—I can't think straight. I won't be able to control myself. You'll get hurt." "I'll be fine." She insisted.

"Bella . . ." I tried to reason with her but she is so stubborn.

"Shh!" And before I could argue anymore with her she crushed her lips to mine. Bella wasn't going to let this rest, especially since she agreed to marry me. So I gave in for now kissing her back. Suddenly all at once I broke the kiss and Bella sat there all out of breath.

I decided to change the subject. " How are you feet ?"

"Toasty warm" Bella responded with a little chuckle in her voice.

" Really? No second thoughts? Its not to late to change your mind."

" Are you trying to ditch me" she asked suspiciously.

I gave a huge smile showing my teeth, and chuckled. Who in there right mind would leave the most beautiful, kind, loving person on the planet. I thought to myself.

"Just making sure. I don't want you to do anything you're not sure about."

"I'm sure about you. The rest I can live through."

I thought about that for a moment. She will live though the wedding but how long will she let me keep her human. This is the last thing that is keeping her at bay. She will want to be a vampire too. But there are no pluses to being a vampire except for me. Bella would miss her family her friends. She will be lonely.

"Can you?" I asked quietly. "I don't mean the wedding—which I am positive you will survive despite your qualms—but afterward… what about Renée, what about Charlie?"

She sighed. "I'll miss them." she said tint of sadness in her voice.

"Angela and Ben and Jessica and Mike."

"I'll miss my friends, too." She smiled in the darkness. "Especially Mike. Oh, Mike! How will I go on?"

I felt a growl erupt in my chest. What I wouldn't give to rip his head of his shoulders. I HATE MIKE NEWTON.

Bella laughed but then was suddenly serious.

"Edward, we've been through this and through this. I know it will be hard, but this is what I want. I want you, and I want you forever. One lifetime is simply not enough for me."

"Frozen forever at eighteen," I whispered.

"Every woman's dream come true," She teased.

"Never changing… never moving forward."

"What does that mean?"

I didn't answer right away. "Do you remember when we told Charlie we were getting married? And he thought you were… pregnant?"

"And he thought about shooting you," She guessed with a laugh. "Admit it—for one second, he honestly considered it."

I thought about that. Though Charlie was contemplating the idea he never really did consider it. There were to many other thoughts going through his head at that time.

"What, Edward?" she asked with a tinge of worry in her beautiful voice.

"I just wish… well, I wish that he'd been right."

"Gah" She gasped. For a moment I was I could her the thoughts going through her head.

"More that there was some way he could have been. That we had that kind of potential. I hate taking that away from you, too." I stated.

It took her a minute to answer. "I know what I'm doing."

"How could you know that, Bella? Look at my mother, look at my sister. It's not as easy a sacrifice as you imagine."

"Esme and Rosalie get by just fine. If it's a problem later, we can do what Esme did—we'll adopt."

I sighed, and then suddenly my voice turned fierce. "It's not right! I don't want you to have to make sacrifices for me. I want to give you things, not take things away from you. I don't want to steal your future. If I were human—"

Bella put her hand over my lips before I could argue. "You are my future. Now stop. No moping, or I'm calling your brothers to come and get you. Maybe you need a bachelor party."

"I'm sorry. I am moping, aren't I? Must be the nerves."

"Are your feet cold?"

"Not in that sense. I've been waiting a century to marry you, Miss Swan. The wedding ceremony is the one thing I can't wait—".

"Edward come out now before I come in and drag you out. Or are you to busy to come with us." It was Emmett. He always shows up at the wrong time.

"Oh, for the love of all that's holy!"

" What's wrong?" Bella asked confused.

" You don't have to call my brothers. Apparently they are not going to let be bow out tonight."

Bella clutched me closer for a moment. "Now go and have fun."

"Edward come on or ill tear off Bella's window and force you to come." Emmett always got his way.

There was a loud squeal down the window. Emmett was standing there deliberately dragging his razor sharp nails on the glass which made Bella shudder.

"If you don't send Edward out," Emmett hissed menacingly, "we're coming in after him!"

"Go," Bella laughed. "Before they break my house."

I rolled my eyes and got up. In one movement I was dressed and hugging Bella.

"Get to sleep. You've got a big day tomorrow." I said soothingly and kissed her forehead.

"Thanks! That's sure to help me wind down." Bella sounded so nervous.

"I'll meet you at the altar."

"I'll be the one in white."

"Stop being all mushy Edward it makes me sick."

"Very convincing," and then I suddenly sank into a crouch and jumped out of the window landing on the big mouth Emmett.

Emmett cursed, and I hopped off him laughing to myself

"You'd better not make him late," Bella murmured thought we could all her perfectly.

"Edward" Jasper called my attention in my mind. Knowing that I would hear him. "Bella's really tense I'm going to calm her down for a sec ok"

I nodded.

And then Jasper's face was peering in her window.

"Don't worry, Bella. We'll get him home in plenty of time."

Jasper sent a wave of calm all over Bella.

She sat up. "Jasper" she asked. " what do vampires do for bachelor parties. Your not taking him to a strip club are you?"

"Don't tell her anything" Emmett yelled towards Jasper. I punched Emmett and laughed. He tried to get me back but I was to quick for him.

"Relax" I heard Jasper tell Bella. "We Cullens have our own version. Just a few mountain lions, a couple of grizzly bears. Pretty much an ordinary night out."

"Thanks Jasper" I heard her say.

Jasper jumped down from the window and we left running away from Bella's house like a speeding bullet.

"Come on bro lets go hunting" stated Emmett. So off we went all that time I was thinking about seeing my Bella in her wedding dress.

I couldn't wait till tomorrow.