I look down
And see red
What could it be?
I feel a pain
So sharp
And painful
I want to scream
I don't though
For the pain
Is all pleasure
I still wonder
What could it be?
I feel like there's fire
On my arm
I look down
And try to see
But through all the tears
It's difficult
I can finally see
What i did
My right hand was
Holding a red stained
And on my left
Was a rush of blood
So red
So beautiful
All i want to do
Is close my eyes
And enjoy all
The memories i had
With you
I start closing my eyes
And i believe i'm dying
I hear screaming
But not for me
It's someone else
I feel myself being pulled up
I feel myself moving
I hear a sound
So faint
So far
What could it be?
I then feel pressure
On my arm
Though i still feel
Like i'm slipping away
I wish i would've
Said bye to you
And said i love you
One last time before i did this
Now it's clear to me
I know what's going on
I know i'm dying
What I did to myself
Is now full of regret
But i know now
That i am dead
And will always
Watch over you
And love you