Hi all, this is my first FanFic so please don't flame. And all you Max superfans, if you love Max so much you probably won't wanna read this... she is trying to kill herself.

P.s. I don't own any characters from Maximum Ride (But I wish I did...) but I do own Ripo, MUHAHAHA cough cough Ok I'm done, please read on!

She opened her bright blue eyes and looked around the room, when would this end? This nighmare would last forever, until she ended it. She wasn't worried too much she was planning on ending it soon anyways. She just had to make sure that Ripo wasn't watching or listening on a day, everything was ready; the knife, and the rope. That, and that alone was all she needed.

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"Max?" Angel quietly called.

"Yeah, Baby?" Max replied.

"I don't know how to say it."

"Say what?" Max question quickly, worry in her tone.

"We want you to leave." Angel spoke clearly in reply.

"What?! Why?!" she was stuttering now, this was all too confusing.

"Max, we know. So just leave." Fang suddenly said behind her. She quickly turned around, no, no, no. Fang too? She had to leave. She couldn't take this, next thing she knew it would be Nudge and Gazzy turning on her. She looked once more at Fang and Angel, and took off into the night, without any clue to where she was headed.

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She was going to a building, an apartment building to be exact; she was going to the top. She couldn't take the hurt, the pain anymore, it was getting to be too much to handle. This was going to end today, before more pain crept back again.

Max, don't do this. You don't know what your doing. Ripo still loves you; you can't leave him yet. The Voice suddenly said as she climbed the stairs. 'You know what Voice?' she replied. 'I can't take this anymore You or Kino; absolutely nobody can stop me now. I am ending me so this pain will end.'

Oh, but you forget too soon, I can stop you. Don't you remember? The Voice replied. Dang. The Voice was going to start another brain attack. 'Do it when I start falling Voice.' Kino is looking for you. You have to wait for him. By this time she was already at the top of the building, of course the attack started then.

She fell to her knees; this was one of the most painful ones so far, easily. She started to remember everything from before. This made her hurt everywhere, but mostly the heart. She clutched her head, trying to make the pain stop.

Ripo, just like the Voice had said, arrived shortly after the attack started. Max wasn't going to lose this opportunity; she had already tied her wings up, so she couldn't fly. She was going to fall, down to the floor of New York City. She started to carefully roll so Kino wouldn't notice her exact movements, as she got closer though he realized it, she was serious.

Ripo grabbed her up into his arms, "Not today you won't." Max started thrashing wildly now, if she could get him to drop her… the brain attack pain increased, both Ripo and the Voice were doing everything they could do to stop her. "No! I need to die!" she yelled as loud as her hoarse voice would let her. Max had used all her energy; she stopped thrashing and the brain attack slowly subsided. Ripo held her close as she slowly lost consciousness.

Max finally awoke to her room, she was tied around the waist and wrists to the bed. She started to thrash again thinking she was still atop the apartment building. "Calm Xing, calm Xing." Ripo started to whisper in her ear, he had spent the night kneeling on her floor next to her cot. "Your still here, still alive." He had added the last part for his own relief. How could he have missed the signs? They were clearly posted; this was the third time this month. She was now going to be watched extra carefully, but then again he said that last time and the first.

"No! I don't want to be here!" She continued to struggle against the ropes that held her. "I hate this life! I just want to die." She whispered the last part as Ripo injected a sleeping serum into her arm. She had to sleep this off. She couldn't live like this anymore.

Well hope you guys liked the first chapter! I'll post as soon as I can! (It'll be in the next few days hopefully!) -Kare