Disclaimer: I don't own Bones or the song…
A/N: There are mild, very mild spoilers for The Pain In The Hart episode with a little twist to it.
A/N 2: Yet again another one-shot with a song…I've must become pretty boring with them :D
BTW, I wrote this fanfic at 3am so excuse me for any spelling and grammar mistakes.
Enjoy!
Bones' P.O.V.
I'm trying to keep the pain away but it doesn't work. It seems there is nothing in my mind except Booth. I'm trying to concentrate on the remains but I'm failing. I can hear someone coming inside and I recognize Angela's light steps. I know why she came here. Today is Booth's funeral and I've already decided that I won't go. I can't afford to break in front of all my friends and co-workers, I just can't.
''Look, I know how you see things, and I respect that. But, I need to ask you a favor. I have to go to the funeral. I'm not going to be able to get through this alone. I've been crying for like, days. I really need your shoulder here. I need my best friend.'' she said to me and then left the lab I've been hiding in for the past few days. When I heard what she said I decide to go to the funeral. I'll try my best to hold on.
On my way to the office to pick up my coat, I hear music playing from a radio in Angela's office. I look inside and find no one there. I turn the radio louder and I listen to the song.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away.
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh…
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes.
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there.
Ohh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss.
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh…
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh…
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away.
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time.
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
After hearing this song I can't stand it anymore. I sink into the chair and I start to cry. I let all my tears that should have fell in these past few days fall freely down my cheeks.
''Oh Booth. If I had just one more day, I would tell you everything.''
This song is called Hurt by Christina Aguilera.
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