I Just Need My Daddy
Here we stand
Hand in hand
Lost at sea
I don't know if I want you to be apart of me
You abandoned me
You left for me to find
Broken pieces
That I can't seem to put back together
We are supposed to be family forever
But, do you even care?
I try to do everything you asked me to
Yet you still left me
And our family because you wanted to fight
Did you ever hear my cries at night?
Dad you know me by now
You should know somehow
That I don't yell and scream
Or plea for someone to save me from this nightmare with out reason
Can you tell I'm upset?
Or don't you know it yet?
Did you ask what I wanted?
I wanted a life that wasn't hard to go by
I need my Daddy here with me
Who else is going to hear my silent tears?
No-one can, not Mum, not Goten, not one of our friends
This is why I'm upset at the end
You made me listen to my own pain
Rather then listening to my favourite sound of rain
I use to look at the stars
But, now I know your not one of them
You aren't always there
I know my Great Grandpa Gohan is
But, you aren't
When you died I blamed myself
Yet you didn't come to stop the bleeding did you?
The veins I let bleed
No-one doesn't even bother to see
They assume I'm a happy little boy
But, I'm not that little boy anymore
I haven't been since I was four
The pain inside
Doesn't let me hide
I can't run
My mind has had enough
Dad when I'm in otherworld be ready
I will choke you to death for leaving
But, then again my saying this is deceiving
I don't believe what I say
Since hey, I just want my Daddy to come save the day
He'll come and make everything okay
But, don't think he'll be back yet
I sit here
All these years will pass
Will he notice I'm falling apart?
I grab a knife
And let it slide
Sorry everyone
Sorry my dreams
But, I just need my Daddy
Notes: I keep having difficulty with paragraphs I apologise, I keep pressing enter and shift but, it doesn't seem to work. Thankies for reading Pink Sparkles.