Title: Give me a reason… 1/1
Author: Trix… aka F5C
Genre: Yaoi… PG13… been a while since I've written something clean grins
Pairing: SenRu
Archive: FF.net I guess
E-mail: chatterbox_shil@yahoo.com.
Artist: Tracy Chapman
Album: New Beginning
Song: Give me one reason
Disclaimer: Standard
Dedication: Bwahahahahaha… I did it!! I wrote a senru! Take that! Nyahahah… for TR

~Guitar strumming~

Give me one reason to stay here
And I'll turn right back around


Sendoh sighed sadly for what seemed the millionth time that morning. Slinging his bag over his shoulder, he proceeded to the telephone table. He placed the neat note next to the phone, grabbed his keys and was out of the door in the next instance, sparing a last glance at the house filled with oh so many bittersweet memories before finally moving on.

Give me one reason to stay here
And I'll turn right back around


Things had started off fine. He'd been courted just like in any other relationship, and finally after two months he'd given in and they had come together. The sex was great… hell the sex was marvellous, it was also the only reason that they'd still been together for the past one year.

Because I don't want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind


He'd thought it'd change… he'd thought that it was a phase…. But some things weren't meant to be and clearly this was one of them.

~*~

Baby I got your number and I know that you got mine

He stared at the phone… he'd been doing that lately… staring at the black inanimate object wishing it to come alive with a ring.

But you know that I called you, I called too many times

He still had his pride and although it was no where big enough to rival that off his ex-lover this time he was going to stand his ground.

You can call me baby, you can call me anytime

He'd done his part. They were still friends… in fact they still practiced every Saturday.
But on rainy lonely nights as these he wished for more, he wished and wanted it really bad…

But you got to call me

… if only the damned phone would ring.

Give me one reason to stay here
And I'll turn right back around


Sendoh knew that Rukawa had known he was planning to leave.

Give me one reason to stay here
And I'll turn right back around


He knew that Rukawa had known for a fact that that morning as he grabbed his gym bag and walked out of the door for practice that that would be the last time they'd ever be together under the same roof.

Because I don't want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind


But Rukawa hadn't bothered saying a thing; instead he'd been his usual aloof self and walked out, not thinking twice of the consequences.

I don't want no one to squeeze me, they might take away my life

How the hell had things gone so wrong?

I don't want no one to squeeze me, they might take away my life

It had seemed so perfect at first… but if this was suppose to be perfect than why the hell was he feeling so damn empty and desolate.

I just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night

He'd always been an individual… independent of others, but now here he was rocking himself to and fro wishing for those pale arms to wrap themselves around him and love him.

This youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
This youthful heart can love you and give you what you need


They both knew that there was love… they both knew that there were feelings, real feelings, that were involved in their whole affair but yet no matter how many times he himself had declared it, it wasn't enough for his koi…

But I'm too old to go chasing you around
Wasting my precious energy


… and to think that a simple endearment or declaration on his koi's part was all that was necessary to salvage this whole mess that was their relationship.

Give me one reason to stay here
And I'll turn right back around


He was pulled out of his daze… he was pulled back to reality and he blinked in response…

Give me one reason to stay here
And I'll turn right back around


He blinked at the blinking green light on his phone and finally his mind processed the buzzing sound to be the ring of the phone.

Because I don't want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind


He picked up the receiver rather shakily.
"Hello?"

Baby just give me one reason, Give me just one reason why
Baby just give me one reason, Give me just one reason why I should stay


"Akira… I… I'm so-sorry. Will you please come back home?"

Because I told you that I loved you
And there ain't no more to say


~Err…~

points up
Err… my sentiments exactly
Me first senru ficcy
And I think it'll be me last… not a fan of this coupling but I thought I'd give it a go
I just reread the fic and me found it light… in fact I think that's why I like the fic cause it's light and it goes well with the song… but can ya believe that the lightness of the fic is what is bothering me
sighs
Me not making any sense
Anyhoo… just tell me what y'all think
Hopefully it was okay
^^

a word of thanx to chescaOtaku for highlighting the fact that the lyrics weren't italicated

*bows in respect*

thanx a mil!!

And no sweat I hardly log in when I review nowadays

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