Hey you guys so here I am already trying to come up with a different storyline. I'm telling you its getting harder and harder to come up with something somebody hasn't written about. Cause I there is alot of storylines that run together and I do not want to have a story that someone would think that I ripped their story off. I'm so not for that. So if I could come up with something, the rest totally just flows off the head and nothing else.

Here goes nothing XD

UnTouched

Think what you want but I'm a really good person. I can sit here all day and tell you exactly how I feel about this whole situation but I don't know how good it would do. So I love a girl! Who gives a shit? Oh that's right my family does. My friends do. Ok so they use to be my friends, now I don't have a soul that will even look at me twice whenever I'm around.

How do you go from being a very loved family member or friend to a outcast?

A lepard.

A disease.

I do everything right when it comes to my family. I do what I'm told. I follow pretty much every rule that I have come across.

A freaking goodie goodie.

Yeah I know sad but it's true. I have never wanted anyone to dislike me because of something I was doing. So what did I do? I followed everyone and did the RIGHT thing.

What is RIGHT thing?

Is it being straight and having a boyfriend?

Is it getting a high priced job and getting the big bucks?

I don't know anymore. I literally just want to scream right now but that wouldn't help any either. All it will do is make me more upset that I'm letting this all get to me.

I thought about just keeping things to myself but than it just came out one day and I didn't let it stop there. I told all of my friends that I was in love with this wonderful blonde that I had met in the bookstore. We were in the same section looking up some material for a project. Well I know I was doing a project but as for her I wasn't quite sure. I didn't know exactly what I was feeling at the time but when I saw her it just hit me like a pile of bricks.

I was freaking falling for a chick. Yeah a female gender. The same sex. I know it was all so overwhelming at the time and I just pushed it all away. I pushed away the feelings, and the thoughts. Oh man were there thoughts.

Hahaha.

Yeah...sorry I won't share them. I don't think that would be proper of me.

So I did exactly that and didn't do anything about the situation. Instead I ignored it and went on with my everyday routine. I went to school and than I would go to work right after.

I worked in a cafe. Coffee Haven. It was kind of slow at times but it was a job for the time being. Until I get out of Seattle. I want to go down to California and be where the sun is always shinning. Well that's what I hear from everyone who goes down to California. Personally I wouldn't know because I haven't been out of Washington.

Enough of that crap.

Lets get back to my problem.

So I didn't think that I would see this girl anymore. It was like a one time thing you know, but nooo she had to be there everytime I went back.

I swear she was falling me. So once again my mind went else where and I was totally falling for someone who I didn't know. Someone I had only seen a few times in a bookstore. Who the hell does that? Who falls for someone like that so quick?

Than for the first time she said something to me. She finally came out and talked to me. I was always around but she never seemed to notice me. How nice is she?

"Do you mind helping me with something?" I did exactly that. I helped her search for a book and than she left the store.

Yep. I was in trouble.

See I was straight. Well at least I thought I was. I'm pretty sure I am. I don't know. All I know is that I came out to my bestfriend and she pretty much freaked out. Than when she couldn't handle knowing about it she went ahead and told my parent's while she was on her rampage of letting the whole world know that I was into girls. Of course from there my parents kicked me out of the house.

Talk about treating your kid like crap. You're not suppose to do that to your own kid. Right?

So now I am without parents and friends.

I have Aiden though. He works with me at Coffee Haven and when he heard about everything going down he was right there to help a friend in need. I'm renting the other room in his apartment. Aiden graduated last year and is now going to the Community College here in Seattle. His parents pay for his living expensises and all I have to do is pay for food and anything else that Aiden might need me to help with.

He's my lifesaver right now. Without him I would be out on the streets right now.

How did I go from someone who was very much loved for everything I did to being the reject?

All of this because of the blue eyed, blonde girl that I feel for in the local bookstore.

Now all I had to do was get her name.

Sounds easy doesn't.

Wrong. She never says a word unless she is really lost with something and I was so glad that I was there for the time she was. Other wise I would still be clueless about her beautiful voice as well.

Here I am...the outcast and totally head over heals for someone I didn't even know.

This was going to be harder than I thought.

Wish me luck. Oh and by the way. The names Ashley.

(A/N: Ok so what do you think with the first chpt...I'm trying to get back into the groove of things. I'm still feeling sore with the last two stories that I had open and ya...this is something fresh for right now and I would really like to know your input. I always want to know what is running through ur guys heads when you read any of my stuff. So please leave the love and let me know if this is a keeper. THX)