Bella's POV

I hated that all the couples go around pretending they're so special. They always kiss each other, hold hands, and smile like a couple of dumbasses.

What am I even saying? I envy them more than ever. I keep trying over and over again to get a boyfriend but they keep saying no. I've made up my mind and decided to give up on love.

All I ever wanted was someone to care about me. After several rejections i dropped out of school and lived my life as a music artist. The number one thing I'm good at is writing music and playing the gitar. Just holding a guitar makes me feel like a somebody.

It was my first concert in Forks Washing ton when i had to play all the songs from my new album Fallen. People know my as Evanescence the life of rock n' roll, but to me I don't feel like one of the best. I wore a white dress and white gloves that attached to the dress. No one cared about what i wear. I can litteraly come on stage with a bathing suit on and no one will bother with it. Everytime i'm done with a concert I have thousands of pills just to stop a headach.

I just wish some thing could happen with my love life. Even if it's just a small crush I can deal with that. Just something.

Edwards POV

Alone in my room i tried to think of a song to write.

"Edward it's time to go!" I herd Emmett yell. "Hurry up! Babes are about to be yelling for us!"

"Is girls all you can really think of!" I yelled. "I'll be right down." I quickly put on my button on shirt that showed half of my chest and then a black jacket that went over it. Running down the stairs, I grabbed my eletric gitar and headed towards our limo. on the way to the recording studio I pulled out my note pade and tried to find the lyrics to the new song I'm writing.

"What're you writing?" Jasper asked,

"A new song. We need a new song in order to stay the best of the best. But I just cant find the right words." The limo stopped and I knew we were here. If only I know what to write.

Entering a beat up studio, I notice the T.V. was on. They were talking about a new album that is coming out by a group called Evanescence. They sounded prity g... (Looks at Bella on the screan) wow she's very prity.

'Edward don't get so caught up in this.' My mind told me. 'Don't forget about the last time you lliked a girl and she already had a boyfriend.'

I shook my head and looked back at the screan. It says her CD is 24.99 plus shipping and handling. Wow that group must be very popular in order for it to be that much.

"Wow that girls hot!" Emmett said. "I have dibs on the blonde one!" There was a picture of a girl named Rosalie. She is a little pritty but not as much as the other one. I have to meet this group. i smiled. "I know that smile. We're going on a road trip arn't we?"

"You betcha'." I said.

This is my first Twilight story on Fanfiction.

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