Hi, my name is Stage and this is my first Fanfiction. I hope you guys like this. It would mean a lot to me if you give me reviews. Anyways let's get into this story! I have changed the story and the characters. I love the story the way it is but I had to make some changes to fit into my story. This story is also in the POV of Takano Masamune more but there will be parts with a POV of Ritsu.

Disclaimer: I do not own Sekiichi Hatsukoi AT ALL. The characters go to the rightful owners. The only thing I own is the story.

First love Can Be A Beautiful Yet Scary Thing

Chapter One

I remember the first time I met Onodera Ritus. I was already a year older than him but my mind still wasn't very developed. My mom happens to be best friends with his mom. I always questioned this because my mom is such a tight ass and Ritsu's mom is very kind and loving. Anyways, when I first met him, I could feel something stir within me. I felt the need to always protect this new born baby with my life. As years passed, Ritsu and I became best friends just like our parents. Ritsu was a loving, caring soul who bought light to anyone who needed it with just a smile. As for me, Ritsu was the only one I was open and happy with. I would always smile and laughed when I was with him. However when I was with anyone else I was cold and rude. My feelings for Ritsu changed over the years also the need to protect him never went away but as Ritsu started to grow up I realized that Ritsu is a very beautiful, cute and adorable guy. I thought these feelings and thought nothing at first but as time pasted I started to feel more and more. Am I in love with my best friend? I asked myself this question every day, until I finally had the answer because of my clumsy best friend. This is where our story begins and how Ritus and I learned what first love what was really like.

"Masa-chan, can you hand me the light bulb?" Ritsu asked from on top of the latter. I chucked because of this nickname he stills calls me. Ritsu is starting his 2nd year in high school and I'm starting my third tomorrow. Ritsu stated that we have to have a sleepover because once school starts we won't have much time together. He does this after every summer even though he knows that it's not true one bit. Ritsu's mom is downstairs making our favorite dinner while we are in Ritsu room trying to change a light bulb. I can't help but look at Ritsu tight, round ass. Wait… What the hell? Come on Masamune stop these thoughts you fucking pervert!

"Masa-chan? Are you ok?" Ritsu looks down at me with concern shinning in his beautiful green eyes.

"I'm ok Ritsu. I just spaced off for a minute anyways," I grab the light bulb and hold it out for him. "Here you go" The second of fingers bush against each others, I stop breathing and my heart rate racing in my chest. I still don't understand why my body does this. When the light is finally back on, Ritsu claps and is excited because now he can finish reading his book. However, as he turns around to come down, he misses a step and starts to fall. He screams and I reach out to catch him. As he falls in my arms I lift my face up to see his face and that's when all hell broke loose. His lips smash against mine and time seems to stop.

I'm kissing Ritsu.

I'm kissing Ritsu.

HOLY FUCK I'M KISSING RITSU!

My body is in firework mode. My heart is pounding and my head is spinning. I feel the butterflies in my stomach and my body is on fire. Ritsu hasn't pulled away, I think he is shocked. Then slowly Ritsu turns into a blushing mess and pulls away. He looks away from me and covers his mouth. It is at that moment also that I can feel my dick as hard as a rock. My lower have is begging me to push him on the bed and fuck him until we both can't take anymore and my top half is freaking out because I just kissed my best friend who is a guy. Ritsu looks up at me and uncovers his mouth.

"Masa-chan…..t-t-t-that was my first kiss." Holy shit, I just took his first kiss. I'm an asshole.

"Ritsu, I didn't mean to do that. I'm so sorry. Please forgive me"

"I-i-i-it's o-o-o-okay" Ritsu looks terrified and is blushing like crazing. I feel so bad honestly. I really didn't men to do that. My body is starting to calm down but my thoughts are going crazy.

"Masamune, Ritsu, its dinner time." Ritsu and I both look at the door. Ritsu looks back at me.

"Ritsu, it's ok. Please calm down. I promise that won't happen again okay?"

"Okay." Ritsu starts to calm down until he is back to himself. We both head down starts. As we are eating dinner, we don't really say much. Luckily, our moms don't question it. I have to think about this. Why did my body react like that? Do I really love Ritsu in that way? I mean he is really cute and he is my best friend. We know everything about each other and never keep secrets. I was so ready to fuck the shit out of Ritsu up there. I only had sex once and it was with a girl. I always thought I liked girls but now that I think about it, when I was fucking the girl, I was thinking about Ritsu. She was pretty and everything but I couldn't really get hard. I had to think about Ritsu doing that stuff she was doing. That's what got me going and I even said his name when I came inside the condom which ended with us breaking up and getting called a fag. I guess I really am gay. Is this just wanting to fuck Ritsu or is this that dumb thing they call love? I looked over at Ritsu while he was smiling at his mom, they were joking about something that I didn't hear. While I was looking at Ritsu, my body started to react the same way it always does. So this is real then, I'm not only gay but I'm crazy and madly in love with my best friend. Should I tell him? How will he reacted? What If doesn't feel the same way? Oh God, I don't think I could take it if he didn't feel the same. Ritsu, I'm in love with you. Please accept my feeling when and if I tell you. As the night came to an end, Ritsu and I watch a movie and then went to bed with me on the couch in him room and him on his bed. I looked over at him sleeping soundly and peacefully. Ritsu, I love you. Have good dreams my one and only true love. I closed my eyes and fell fast sleep with the thought of Ritsu and mine first kiss together.

So, what do you guys thinking? I know it's kind of stupid and weird but I really like this story so far. I'm going to write the second and maybe third chapter today because I am in the ZONE! LOL Anyways I really hope someone if not everyone likes this story, until next time. Kiss Kiss