Okay I know I haven't finished any the rest of my other fan fic, it will be done soon I swear. I came up with this because I have been listening to this song a lot. I wrote the words directly from the song so sorry if any of it is wrong. It's kind of sad I guess and it does have yaoi in it and it does talk about 2 boys having sex, but not too graphic. So if you don't like boys with boys or don't agree with it, leave now. You have been warned.
Disclaimer: I do not own Ken or Daisuke nor do I own the Backstreet Boys. So don't sue me okay I don't have any money.
Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely
A song by the Backstreet Boys
[Show me the meaning of being lonely]
How many times I lay awake at night thinking of you. The way you fearlessly lead the so-called Digidestined. Daisuke you haunt me in every way. I know I love you but how can we be together? I am the Digimon Kaizer and you are the leader of the Digidestined. There is no possible way.
[So many words for the broken heart]
My heart aches every time I am forced to fight you. How can I bring my self to hurt the one that I love even when you have hurt so many Digimon? I can't bring myself to hate you, not even a little.
[It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breath]
I just stare at the screen when you come on it. I notice when you come in the Digital World and when you leave it. How much I want to be with you. Do you know how bad it hurts knowing I can't?
[Walk with me and maybe
Nights to light so soon become]
Ken I know you can change. Do you know how bad I want you to change? I want to be with you Ken. I love you to damn much. Why did you become the Kaizer in the first place?
[Wild and free
I can feel the sun]
I wake up every morning in the damn Digital World, which I control. Yet everything is so dark. Daisuke you are my sunlight. I wish I could tell you that.
[You every wish will be done]
Ken...
[They tell me]
Daisuke...
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
*Ken* Daisuke I want you to be here with me. I don't want be lonely anymore.
*Daisuke* Ken I want to be with you more then anything. I don't want to be lonely anymore.
[Life goes on, as it never ended
Eyes of stone observe the trends]
Late at night I see you near my fortress. Where are the others? Why aren't they there? This could be my chance to tell you. I leave to find you telling everyone to stay behind. It will be just you and me tonight.
[They never say
Forever gazing for me]
I sigh and lean against a tree looking up at the Digital sky. I wonder if I will see you tonight I want to tell you. I want this pain to go away. And then I see you; you walks out of the shadows and walks right up to me. "Daisuke I have something to tell you." you say. My heart starts beating fast. "Daisuke I love you." My heart almost stopped beating.
[Beauty roams through an endless love]
"I love you too Ken," you say to me. I push you up against the tree and begin to kiss you roughly. I can't control this any more. I want you. I want to show you that. I remove my cape and start to remove your jacket.
[There's no control are you with me now?]
I was a bit surprised when you kissed me, but I wanted you too. Now I am losing control. I want you. I feel you starting to remove my clothes. I know what you want. I want the same thing. I allow you to remove my clothes. I watch as you undress yourself.
[Your every wish will be done]
"Is this what you want? Tell me what you want." I remove my glasses and throw them on the pile of clothes.
[Then tell me]
I look into your beautiful eyes. They are so full of love. "This is what I want. Make love to me Ken."
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
*Ken* I start to give you want you want. I tease your skin until you can't take it anymore. I prepare you for the love making process and position myself above you. I go slowly so I don't hurt you. How could I ever hurt anything so beautiful?
*Daisuke* I must admit it hurt but soon pain became pleasure and I craved more. You start to push harder and faster in me. I can feel myself wanting to release, but I hold it off. I want this to last forever but I know it can't. I let pleasure over take me when I feel you cum in me. I erupt, spilling it onto my stomach and chest.
[There's no where to run
I have no place to go]
I lay on top of you for a long time not wanting to move. I love this you to damn much to just leave you. But I know that I must. We have different, completely different lives. I know that we may never be able to be together. I kiss you one last time, I feel the tears build up but I will not allow myself to cry.
[Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can you be you're asking me to feel?
The things you never show]
You break away from the kiss. I watch you as you gets up and begin to get dressed again. Before you put on your glasses you turn to face me. I see the pain and love in your eyes. I feel the need to cry and a tear rolls down my cheek. I get up to stop you but you just wave me away. "Daisuke, I love you and I am sorry," you say.
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
"I love you too, Ken." you respond. I put on my glasses. And look at your face. The tears are streaming down your cheeks. I lean down and kiss your tears away. "Why can't we be together Ken?" you question me.
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
"Because we are enemies," I watched as you walk off, disappearing in the shadows that you came out of. I feel something in my heart missing. I know that you are what I am missing and I know you feel the same way too. I swear one day, Ken, I will free you from being the Digimon Kaizer and then we will be able to be together. Ken you are my love.
*sniffles* God that was sad. *starts to cry and then stops* Why am I crying I am the one that wrote this. It's amazing what you can do in two hours. I hope you liked it. If you review I will right more. ^_^ Man I can't believe how many times I used I, you and your in this fic. Oh well. It's like they are talking to each other through their minds. Kind of freaky huh? *giggles* Anyways, I will have more soon. I know you are all waiting for part two to my other fan fic.
Disclaimer: I do not own Ken or Daisuke nor do I own the Backstreet Boys. So don't sue me okay I don't have any money.
Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely
A song by the Backstreet Boys
[Show me the meaning of being lonely]
How many times I lay awake at night thinking of you. The way you fearlessly lead the so-called Digidestined. Daisuke you haunt me in every way. I know I love you but how can we be together? I am the Digimon Kaizer and you are the leader of the Digidestined. There is no possible way.
[So many words for the broken heart]
My heart aches every time I am forced to fight you. How can I bring my self to hurt the one that I love even when you have hurt so many Digimon? I can't bring myself to hate you, not even a little.
[It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breath]
I just stare at the screen when you come on it. I notice when you come in the Digital World and when you leave it. How much I want to be with you. Do you know how bad it hurts knowing I can't?
[Walk with me and maybe
Nights to light so soon become]
Ken I know you can change. Do you know how bad I want you to change? I want to be with you Ken. I love you to damn much. Why did you become the Kaizer in the first place?
[Wild and free
I can feel the sun]
I wake up every morning in the damn Digital World, which I control. Yet everything is so dark. Daisuke you are my sunlight. I wish I could tell you that.
[You every wish will be done]
Ken...
[They tell me]
Daisuke...
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
*Ken* Daisuke I want you to be here with me. I don't want be lonely anymore.
*Daisuke* Ken I want to be with you more then anything. I don't want to be lonely anymore.
[Life goes on, as it never ended
Eyes of stone observe the trends]
Late at night I see you near my fortress. Where are the others? Why aren't they there? This could be my chance to tell you. I leave to find you telling everyone to stay behind. It will be just you and me tonight.
[They never say
Forever gazing for me]
I sigh and lean against a tree looking up at the Digital sky. I wonder if I will see you tonight I want to tell you. I want this pain to go away. And then I see you; you walks out of the shadows and walks right up to me. "Daisuke I have something to tell you." you say. My heart starts beating fast. "Daisuke I love you." My heart almost stopped beating.
[Beauty roams through an endless love]
"I love you too Ken," you say to me. I push you up against the tree and begin to kiss you roughly. I can't control this any more. I want you. I want to show you that. I remove my cape and start to remove your jacket.
[There's no control are you with me now?]
I was a bit surprised when you kissed me, but I wanted you too. Now I am losing control. I want you. I feel you starting to remove my clothes. I know what you want. I want the same thing. I allow you to remove my clothes. I watch as you undress yourself.
[Your every wish will be done]
"Is this what you want? Tell me what you want." I remove my glasses and throw them on the pile of clothes.
[Then tell me]
I look into your beautiful eyes. They are so full of love. "This is what I want. Make love to me Ken."
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
*Ken* I start to give you want you want. I tease your skin until you can't take it anymore. I prepare you for the love making process and position myself above you. I go slowly so I don't hurt you. How could I ever hurt anything so beautiful?
*Daisuke* I must admit it hurt but soon pain became pleasure and I craved more. You start to push harder and faster in me. I can feel myself wanting to release, but I hold it off. I want this to last forever but I know it can't. I let pleasure over take me when I feel you cum in me. I erupt, spilling it onto my stomach and chest.
[There's no where to run
I have no place to go]
I lay on top of you for a long time not wanting to move. I love this you to damn much to just leave you. But I know that I must. We have different, completely different lives. I know that we may never be able to be together. I kiss you one last time, I feel the tears build up but I will not allow myself to cry.
[Surrender my heart, body and soul
How can you be you're asking me to feel?
The things you never show]
You break away from the kiss. I watch you as you gets up and begin to get dressed again. Before you put on your glasses you turn to face me. I see the pain and love in your eyes. I feel the need to cry and a tear rolls down my cheek. I get up to stop you but you just wave me away. "Daisuke, I love you and I am sorry," you say.
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
"I love you too, Ken." you respond. I put on my glasses. And look at your face. The tears are streaming down your cheeks. I lean down and kiss your tears away. "Why can't we be together Ken?" you question me.
[Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with?
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart]
"Because we are enemies," I watched as you walk off, disappearing in the shadows that you came out of. I feel something in my heart missing. I know that you are what I am missing and I know you feel the same way too. I swear one day, Ken, I will free you from being the Digimon Kaizer and then we will be able to be together. Ken you are my love.
*sniffles* God that was sad. *starts to cry and then stops* Why am I crying I am the one that wrote this. It's amazing what you can do in two hours. I hope you liked it. If you review I will right more. ^_^ Man I can't believe how many times I used I, you and your in this fic. Oh well. It's like they are talking to each other through their minds. Kind of freaky huh? *giggles* Anyways, I will have more soon. I know you are all waiting for part two to my other fan fic.