I DONT OWN ICARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!okay, that clear? Good!

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Maybe the fact that she loved me is the reason I was running down the street. Maybe it was because her best friend loved me, too. Maybe it was because I knew which one I wanted. Or maybe it was because they were fighting over…me.

--Flashback--

"Hey Freddie!" Carly screamed at me, eying the daisies I was holding for Sam.

"Hey Carls." I said calmly, searching the room for a certain beautiful blonde.

"Are those flowers for me?" she asked, swinging her body side to side as she stood there. Truthfully…I hadn't loved her since middle school in eighth grade. It was just hard to except so I kept going after her.

"Oh. Umm," I started nervously. It felt weird rejecting someone who had rejected me numerous times before, "actually…No." Her eyes dropped down to the floor and her body stopped moving.

"Oh."

"Actually. They're for Sam."

"What?"

"They're for Sam."

"Oh. When did you start liking Sam?"

"About…I don't know…I guess as soon as we started High School last year."

"Wow."

"Yeah…"

And there it was. The stupid depressing awkward silence that comes after someone finds out their crush doesn't love them back.

"Freddie," Carly finally said, "I think you should know…I love you."

And of course as soon as she said that the elevator doors flung open with Sam standing there. Her eyes were focused on me. As soon as Carly finished speaking Sam's eyes dropped to the floor.

"I'm sorry Carly," I said quickly hoping I could catch Sam before she made a comment about Carly finally loving me back, "I…I just don't love you anymore." Sam's eyes picked up to me.

"Then are you in love with Sam?" Carly asked. Her eyes begged for me to tell the truth to her.

"Yes." I said.

"She loves you too, Freddie." she responded before turning around and walking up the stairs.

My eyes flickered to where Sam stood. She stepped forward, allowing the elevator doors to finally close.

"Sam. Do you really love me? Is that the truth? What Carly said, I mean." I said in a rush. She nodded slowly, closing her eyes so she couldn't see my reaction. I smiled at her, walking towards her and handing her the flowers.

"Th-thanks, Freddie." she said.

"Anytime." I said. I smirked, watching her face turn a bright red. I heard Carly suddenly walking down the stairs, staring at Sam and me with a jealous nod to Sam as she passed by.

"I thought you guys left already." she said suddenly.

"Nope…just taking our time, Carls." Sam said quickly.

"Well… I think you should leave soon." Carly shot back. Her voice was rough and almost angry. Almost.

"Why can't we just hang here?"

"Because I said so!"

"But I say best friends should be able to hang out in best friends' houses!"

"Well maybe we're not best friends!"

"I guess not!"

"Fine!"

"Fine!"

And then Sam ran out. Carly turned to me with loving eyes.

"You can stay Freddie." she said.

I ran. That's all I knew to do. I didn't love Carly. I didn't want to be around her when she wanted me. So I ran.

--End Flashback--

I didn't stop running until I reached the park. When I arrived I sat down in a bright red swing. I pushed my shoes off of my feet and allowed the grass to sink in between my toes. I sat there for a long time just thinking of Sam and how much I loved her.

"Hey Freddo." the most familiar voice in the world said from behind me.

"Hey Sammy." I said.

"Hey, only my dad can call me that!" she said through a few short laughs. I could here her doing something and then I saw her in front of me with her bright green converses in her right hand.

"I don't care." I stated.

"Well--," she stopped, looking up into the sky, "It's raining."

"What?" I asked stupidly.

"It's raining."

"Really?"

"Yeah," she stood there for a few more seconds and then dropped her converses. She then brought her left hand in front of her with the fingers spread apart widely, "In 5," she pulled her thumb into her palm, "4," she pulled her index finger into her palm, "3," she brought her middle finger down, "2," she brought her ring finger down. Her pinky still held in the air as she lifted her head to look at the dull sky. And all of a sudden I felt it. Large wet drops fell on my head. I pulled my body out of the colorful swing and picked up both pairs of sneakers that laid in the grass.

"Come on!" I yelled

"Where are we going?" she yelled through the rain.

"My apartment! I doubt we can go back to Carly's!"

"True!"

And that's what we did. We raced each other down the street in our bare feet. When we arrived in front of my apartment I couldn't help but look back at Carly's door before opening my own.

"Hey Freddie…Who's this?" A voice said. I knew that voice so well, but I didn't want to hear it.

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Hey this is my first chapter fic. I didn't really have great ideas so I just kind of jotted down whatevs came to my mind as I wrote...Well...that IS what I usually do but I usually have ideas for what the stories going to be about before I start writing. well... R&R pweeese! It would mean more to me than a banana does to a monkey...okay...that didn't make any since but whatever!!!

Love from the heart and only the heart,

LTN...but you can call me CarPet(see my profile if you wanna know why I always add a weird name after LTN)