Dear Diary,
Today is August 30th, 2007.
We've been together for 4 years now, almost exactly to the date in a few days. Happily. One of the most easy-going and fulfilling relationships I've ever been in actually. And trust me, I've had my fair share of girls and women alike but there's just something about Spencer that is so delicate. I feel like I am not enough for her. Maybe it's her past. I feel privileged that she picked me. Me. Of all people to love and share the warmth of her heart with she chose me and I couldn't be happier. I try to make her feel what I feel for her everyday but recently something's different with her. I think-I think maybe she is falling out of love with me, but she sometimes had this look in her eyes that she used to have when we first started dating. It's only the slightest little twinkle now but I'll take what I can get these days. Maybe I should talk to her best friend to see if there is something going on with her. Her best friend has always been there for Spencer and is not too bad in the befriend-your-best-friends-partner department either. We've had our share of arguments and the few rough patches but she has stuck with us and helped both of us through it all. I've never met someone so full of life and advice before and I never would've expected it from her. Now that I think about it I should call her, she hasn't been around much lately. She usually gets that way when she has a new play thing but it never lasts this long. I might have to squeeze some information out of her about it but she usually is pretty easy going and I can talk to her like one of my own friends. Sometimes she feels just like one of us but-I'll finish that thought later. Spencer's just arrived home. I'm on my way to lavish her with my love and let her tell me about her day.
-Aiden