Diary of Twenty–Five Tons – Chapter 1 – Diary Entry I – New beginnings
When forced to move out of his old town and into the Vocaloid mansion – where most state once you get more famous the eviler you get – because of an incident, Namine Ritsu writes down his personal thoughts that are filled with anger, hatred, confusion and possibly even a tiny bit of happiness.

Rating – K+ – T. M for possible lemon filler chapter... Thingy.

Couples – None as of now. Possible Ruko x Ritsu or Rook x Ritsu, depending on my mood.

Genre – Hurt/Comfort

A/N – Whooohooo~! I'm on a roll. Anyways, I keep seeing these "Diary of insert characters here" and I decided to write one for Ritsu. Oh, each chapter will cover a month. Like, chapter one will cover October. Anyways, enjoy~!

October 13, 2010
Dear Diary,

Just a few minutes ago I found out that because of my small missile malfunction, we have to "Evacuate the area". Give me a fucking break! The explosion wasn't even that big! I think there's more to that than just that small incident, but honestly I don't give two shits about it. Ruko did look a bit worried – she was talking to Teto on the phone about me, but I have no idea what she was saying... Something about "them finding me". Who's them? Ugh, whatever. I don't fucking care.

According to Ruko, Teto's got a place. She said that it's where most of the VOCALOIDs and other UTAUs are. Mostly Vocaloids are there. Fuck my life – I don't need their prissiness in my life now. Unfortunately I don't have much of a choice; Ruko said I either have to go or live on the streets. She said it in her deep voice. I hate it when she does that. That usually means she's serious.

Hmm... Besides that what else happened... Oh! I celebrated my nineteenth yesterday. Teto sent me a nice card. Said she's gonna give me my real gift when I get up to the mansion. Ruko gave me a new DS since mine kind of broke. Oh, she gave me this journal because she thinks if I write down my thoughts my anger issues will die off.

I don't have anger issues!

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Ok, maybe that's not true. I guess I can get a bit angry sometimes, but... I can't help it when people look at you funny just because you're a cross dressing male who has missiles in his chest! It's not my fault – blame my damn creators. Ugh.

Ruko said that I can start a new life if I go through with this – no one will know who I am. They won't know that I'm really a male, or one of the military's deadliest weapons (That's what Ted and Teto say, of course). They'll think I'm just a plain old UTAU and just a normal... Girl... Hopefully.

I hate to admit this, Diary, but I'm kind of... Scared. What if something bad happens? More badly than the incident that just happened (Which, I remind you, don't really remember what exactly happened)? I'm just afraid. I don't want anyone innocent to get hurt. I mean, I'll have Ruko and Teto there, and Teto said that Hatsune Miku will look after me as well...

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You know Diary... I should call you something over than 'Diary', since it reminds me of 'Dairy' and I'm not really fond of dairy products much (Except for ice cream). Maybe I should call you... 'Inuhebi'. You remind me of my old snake – dog plush that my brother gave me before he turned into a giant douche.

OK, Inuhebi it is!

Maybe... Maybe this won't be so bad. Oh well, I'll have to wait and see.
I'll write in ya when I get to the place and explore a bit. See ya for now.

~Namine Ritsu