Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter.
A/N: Ok, this is the first properly sad thing I've tried to write and it might be absolutely awful but if you could please review and tell me what you liked or, more likely, what needs improving I'll send you internet cookies! :)
Shit.
I just can't believe you're gone.
It hasn't hit yet but I'm scared for the time when it will.
I'm not sure I can get through it.
I just don't see how I can get through it.
We've never been separated for more than a day.
Did you realise that Freddie?
I hadn't.
But now I just want to see you again.
Whatever it takes.
To be perfectly honest, the only thing keeping me from joining you is mum.
She's so sad.
She's trying not to show it.
But I hear her crying at night.
I walk past her room and I hear.
I'm on my way outside.
I go outside to that tree we used to think of as our den.
And I just sit there.
I don't cry.
I haven't cried yet.
I can't.
I just sit there.
I can't even think because if I think too much eventually it will properly register.
The fact that you're gone.
Forever.
Oh shit.
I can't wait to see you again.
I really hope there is an afterlife and you are there, safe and happy.
I need to think you're happy.
It helps.
Don't worry about us.
We'll be okay.
Honest.
And I know I didn't say this enough.
But I love you Freddie.
More than anyone.
I love you.