"Letter"
By Gaigai
Finished January 1, 2008 2:42 P.M.
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Dear Sasuke,
I don't think I'll last much longer in this world. I know, you won't give a damn about me but just please let me share some of my real hidden feelings about my life.
First of all, my mother died because of a cancer, according to the medics who attended her, when I was still three years old. My father remarried and took my mother's cousin as his wife. Tousan always had no time for me, especially when my younger brother was born.
It's disturbing, right? I mean, I have an older brother and a younger brother. However, it hurts to know that the three of us have different mothers...yeah.
I'm sorry if you never knew this, but my father was once daimyo of a certain faraway country... Trust me, I only found out on my eighteenth birthday
Second, I was frequently bullied by the stronger kids when I was still young. Remember the scar on my thigh that you saw accidentally when I took a bath at the river? Well, when I was still young, Ami slashed my whole leg with a kunai that she found at the playground...I had to treat it myself; Tousan never believed in me when I told him about the wound. Niisan was there to help me in healing it.
Oh, I forgot to tell you about niisan. He is a really good fellow. He is a decade older than me; Tousan had a different wife before my mom. Niisan said he had three other siblings, but these siblings of his were kidnapped and assassinated by Tousan's rival.
The day I heard the news of niisan's failed mission and of his murder, I knew I had to avenge him.
So don't you ever think you're the one who needed to avenge someone, because I had to suffer like you, too. Heck, I was even still five years old when my father died, trying to protect me from the assassins!
Third, Sasuke, is I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
Do you know why I tried to save you when the Oto shinobi attacked us? Do you know why I trained so hard under shizou? Do you know how I almost got killed for trying to heal you?
Don't you ever think it was my undying love for you, because it isn't.
I wanted to kill you with my own hands, so I don't want anyone else to do that to you.
I think that's enough for me to write...
Yes! There, I took those feelings out of me at last!!!
Well, so it's goodbye, then. Looks like I really can't have my revenge...
Sayonara.
And good luck with your clan rebuilding.
Haruno Sakura
P.S. I was just lying in the last part...
Aishiteru, Sasuke-kun.
Sayonara.
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Sasuke couldn't believe his eyes. For a moment there, he thought she was telling the truth.
When he looked at the sleeping body on his bed, he knew he invaded her privacy. He put back the letter in her "Box of Memories" and put back the box in her closet.
Hell, he'll never know why she hadn't given this letter to him years ago.
He smirked at his wife, gave her a peck on her forehead, and snuggled beside her, returning to his sleep.
OWARI
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Well, that was just something random and I don't expect anyone to like it by the way... I don't even like it... Hehehe.
Please Review...need your comment in order for me to change my writing style and or to improve it...