Based on The Beatlers' Yesterday.
I'll be frank. I think that being a person may have its perks but nobody should be hallucinated by it. Always keep looking at front never back - not even a glance at your right or a fleeting look at your left because the moment you move forward, you can never go back. It's sad really. When you think about conflict your hands become clenched and your teeth gritted with anger, frustration, but you suppose it's normal.
I used to have dreams. Dreams of being able to walk on the moon, to heal people emotionally and physically, being a pilot, singer, dancer but I suppose all of that changed when you found out you were average. Perhaps not even average – maybe idiotic. I was so foolish to think that I could achieve those irrational dreams. It was my fault to even think about them.
Being human is hideous, unbearable – and so many other – but I cannot name them all. Having the ability to kill a soul, a life is vile. You live every second, thinking of the open opportunities of doing it – of destroying an existence, but you don't ever do it. No. You're too frightened by even hurting someone. You're overly caring and good. That's why immorality comes to you. It is attracted to your virtue.
Naive – You can't save everyone.
Looking back, I realize that even though you were doing the unthinkable, I should have at least tried; maybe it would have made you see.
I find my hands clenched due to anxiety and nerves. I shouldn't have been so prideful. I should have begged her to stop.
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It's a beautiful night outside, the stars lit brightly and the hue of the deep navy sky creates great scenery.
You see her and run towards her, kneeling down, placing her birthday gift on the grass.
You sense her presence as the wind calmly blows the trees; you close your eyes and intertwine your hands to pray.
I love you.
Your lips form a smile and you hold your expensive flowers up as an offer, "I bought some flowers for you, I didn't steal it this time.. So you don't have to force your smile..."
As tears travels down your cheek, you feel her kind smile inside of you, warming you, thanking you.
I'm hoping you can point out any errors so I can improve on my writing skills. I've been wonky lately. D:
