Let's pretend that Heather isn't a bitch and TDI, TDA and TDWT never happened :)
I know a guy named Geoff. He wasn't my type. He is short (not shorter than me), skinny, he has blond hair and baby blue eyes. We met at a chat room and we started talking. He was actually really sweet and funny and before I knew it, I was hooked. I fell in love with him, shocking I know. We were compatible and suddenly everything I did revolved around him, there wasn't a sentence that he wouldn't be in it. The only good thing to the situation was that my friends always listened to me and gave me advices about him. When I got home from school, I turned on my computer and went to that fateful chat room and he was on. It was like he was waiting for me. We talked for hours, because of him I lost lots hours of sleep, but he was worth it. This repeated everyday for a year.
It was the end of the school year and he changed his relationship status on Facebook. I almost had a heart attack. He was in a relationship with his GIRL best friend Bridgette! I couldn't believe my eyes. He didn't even mention her to me. I was crushed. It felt like my world was shattered into a million pieces. I cried and I cried, my friends tried cheering me up, but everything they did reminded me of him. After a month of moping around I realized why he didn't like me in that way. Bridgette was everything I wasn't. She was his type or how do you say a perfect match for him. She spent more time with him and she was closer to his heart. The second thing I realized was that if he was happy with her and if I truly loved him, then his happiness would be enough.
I know there will be other boys, but he will always have a little piece of my heart, just in case he decides to claim it.
But there is one guy I met in a bar named Alejandro. He has a smile to die for and has all the attributes of my dream guy. He gave me his number and asked me out, go figure.
Like they say; a door closes and a window opens and it's up to you whether you will stare at the closed door or jump at the next best thing. It may turn out to be better than you could have ever hoped for.
"Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. Love does not come to an end."