A/N:Hellos peoples so this is my first fanfic ever! Constructive criticism is welcomed and appreciated. Rating may go up in later chapters so be warned! Also be wary of character oc/ness
Warnings for this chapter: like one cuss word
Disclaimer: I wished I owned Hetalia but I don't.
Prologue
He supposed he should have seen it coming. Then again how does one see their sanity crack? Maybe it wasn't a sight but more of a feeling. He imagined it would feel like the vibrations of fault lines shifting, crumbling the city of nerves his brain harbored. Thus leaving him in this...hysterical...No he wasn't hysteric...Yet.
Bitter laughter emitted from his throat, if he kept predicting how he was soon to act he'd lose plea of insanity. Then again he'd neither seen nor heard anything as of yet so there was no proof he was insane, maybe he was just a sick fuck. It mattered not because he'd rather be neither. Both were like a butterfly getting one wing ripped off, damned, which he was. And well...hypothetically speaking it could all be blamed on something or rather someone. It was his love for this someone that had morphed and taken on so many different roles over the hundreds of years that he had known the lad that put him in this... delicate state. He could see how it had gone from caring older brother to spiteful enemies to best friends and on good days he could have even admitted to a one sided love. But here is where the issue lies, he has no recollection how this love -he highly doubted if it should be called such an innocent term anymore- became such a sick, bitter obsession. An obsession that had lead to a rather ...creative outlet, then again he was doing them a favor.
So was he really in the wrong? For making their smiles burn like the sun, for making rain fall from cloudless blue eyes? He didn't think so. But alas the acidic green eyed man was so engrossed with his task at making them smile like his own blue eyed love that he didn't notice that in the ruins of his mind, there was an echo of "then why were they screaming"?