Okay you guys I am so exited! this is my first story ever!
I never even wanted to write something. I only made this account to give reviews and stuff like that. But the more I read the more I wanted to write something too and well... here it is! yaay!
It's some fluffy Kogan & I guess I'm going to continue it...
I apologize if my grammar sucks, my first language is german but I swear I tried my best!

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush. *makes a sad face*

Logan opened his eyes. Once again he couldn't sleep. The brown-haired boy looked around in his room and his gaze fell on Kendall who was sleeping on the other side of the room in his own bed.

It's been a year since Logan had come to LA with his best friends Kendall, James and Carlos as well as Kendall's mom and his little sister, Katie. In the meantime they had become a famous boy-band called Big Time Rush. At the thought about the last year, Logan had to smile. He would have never guessed that they would produce an album or go on tour someday. It was Logans dream to become a doctor after all. But he knew how much the band had meant to his three best friends and didn't want to ruin this for them. He also couldn't deny that he enjoyed it as well.

Now Logan was laying here, one year after their move from Minnesota. And he still couldn't sleep. He tried to find something to do to get more tired. Finally he decided to read a book. However when Logan wanted to turn on the light, he thought about Kendall again and stopped what he was doing so his friend wouldn't wake up. The brown-haired boy was about to lay down again, when he suddenly remembered something.

Back in the days, the four friends were still living in Minnesota, they often were having sleepovers. One night they were sleeping at James' house because the pretty boy celebrated his 13th birthday. Again Logan couldn't sleep and Carlos' loud snores weren't really helping him.

In the middle of the night Kendall woke up.
"Hey Logan, why are you still awake?" he asked when he noticed that his best friend was up too.
"Uhm, I- I can't sleep. But don't worry about me. Try to go to sleep again," Logan answered surprised. He knew that Kendall would never let one of his friends down but the blond boy did have hockey-training on the next day and Logan didn't want him to be tired.

"Bullshit Logan, come here. I have an idea," Kendall responded.
Logan had no clue what his friend had in mind but he knew, that it made no sense to discuss this with him. Nervous he stand up, climbed carefully over Carlos and sat down beside Kendall.

"When Katie can't sleep because she had a nightmare, she often comes into my room and cuddles with me. Katie says it calms her down just to know, that she's not alone. I know this sounds weird but we're best friends and no one would ever find out. Well beside James and Carlos maybe… So do you want to cuddle with me?" Kendall asked.

Logan couldn't believe what he was hearing. At first the shorter boy thought Kendall was joking but his friend was waiting for his answer serious. He didn't think that it would help him but he was afraid that it would become awkward between the two of them if he said no.

"Ok, why not?" Logan answered and smiled doubtfully. The brown-haired boy laid down next to Kendall and closed his eyes. Kendall placed an arm around Logan's waist and pulled his friend closer. Although he didn't understand why, Logan had to admit that it was nice to feel Kendall's warm body behind him. After he listened to his best friends' heartbeat for about ten minutes, Logan fell asleep.

The two friends never talked about that night again but when Logan remembered it, he kind of missed it a little bit. But how did all of this make sense? Why did he miss it to lay in Kendalls arms? And why did he sleep so well that night? However Logan was too tired to think. So he did something, he rarely did… he listened to his heart instead of his head.

The smart boy walked over to his friends' bed. As carefully as possible, he laid down beside Kendall. Slowly he turned around so he laid with his back to the larger boy. Instinctive Kendall placed an arm around the shorter body in front of him. It still happened every once in a while, that Katie sneaked into her brothers room at night when she couldn't sleep. Kendall was already so used to it, that he didn't even wake up anymore.

The brown-haired boy felt so safe and comfortable when he was close to Kendall. However he also felt guilty because he practically used his best friend but once again it didn't take long until he was sleeping.

"Guys, wake up!" Mama Knight was yelling while she knocked on the door.
When Logan opened his eyes, he had no idea where he was.
"Logan?" Kendall mumbled.
Suddenly Logan remembered what he did last night. He realized that Kendalls arm was still positioned around him. Immediately the shorter boy jumped up and tried desperate to get out of the bed.

"Ouuww," the blond boy screamed all of a sudden.
In that moment Logan noticed that he punched his best friend in his face accidentally.
"Oh god Kendall, I'm sorry. I'm going to get some ice for your face, I'm so sorry," Logan apologized. He was so embarrassed. First he slept in Kendall's bed without asking him for permission and then he punched him in his face.

"It's ok Logan, calm down. What did you do in my bed anyway?" Kendall wanted to know.
"I uh… I- I just wanted… I mean I didn't want to…" Logan stammered. He couldn't find the right words.
"I'm serious, calm down. You don't have to explain it. I mean it it's fine… Are you blushing?" Kendall asked and smirked at the last part.

The smart boy was still speechless. He stared at Kendall and noticed that he gave his friend a black eye. And there was the guilty feeling again.
"I'm really sorry," was everything Logan could say.
"Stop apologizing. But could you please get me some ice?" Kendall asked smiling.
"Oh god, yes of course. I'm sorry I totally forgot about that," Logan said and stormed out of the room.

Kendall grinned, shook his head and mumbled "Stop apologizing, Logie."

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