My True Feelings

By: naruxsasucute

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto

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Chapter one: I'm not naming the chapters

Rating: M for later chapters

Warnings: yaoi and some cursing

POV

I guess it's romance

Also this is my first story

Anyway I'm starting the story now.

Naruto POV

I couldn't go to sleep last night due to thinking whether I should tell Sasuke how I feel about him or not. I'm scared he will reject me because he doesn't like boys or he thought I was not his type. Rejection is something I don't want to face. If I am rejected I will die because Sasuke hates me so much he would kill me even if I thought to ask him out. I remember all of the warm smiles he gave me-- maybe one or two-- still, he rarely gives his smiles to anyone... I actually feel like a girl right now for writing about Sasuke in my dia- JOURNAL... last night. I hope no one finds or reads my journal... because if they did I would be even more cast out. It's just so painful to keep things like love locked up inside. If Sasuke doesn't feel the same way about me as I feel for him, than there is no hope. I only want him to love me... I've never wanted anybody more than I have wanted him. I only wish that I could find out how he felt... Maybe I'll think of something I could do... I don't know... I'm just so desperate...

I was thinking all night about him while I just sat in the same spot overnight... again... This had been the third night in a row I couldn't get sleep. " Oh SHIT!!! I'm gonna be late!!!" I looked over at the clock noticing the time was 9:52 A.M. " If I don't leave now, breakfast will be over and I won't get the new breakfast ramen the old man was telling me about yesterday!!!" I got dressed immediately and darted out the door to my apartment.

Sasuke POV

I was looking at my photos of team seven and came across a picture of a sleepy blonde in pajamas, wearing a nightcap. " Naruto ..." I softly whispered. He had missed training the other day. I wondered what was going on his mind... " gurrr," my stomach interrupted my thoughts. I got up to get some breakfast. I walked in the kitchen and opened my refrigerator. " Errg... nothing to eat... I hate ramen but I bet I could find Naruto there..." I muttered as I stepped away from the empty fridge. I noticed the picture of Naruto was still in my hand so I ran back to my room to put it back in the photo album and I left for the ramen shop.

Naruto POV

As I ran into the ramen shop, I looked for the old man but he wasn't there. " Huh? Why isn't he here yet?" I was curious. The lights were off and no one was there. " He's usually not late when it's 10:00 A.M.!" " It is only seven dobe..." a thin boy with raven hair and charcoal eyes was standing behind me. " Oi teme! Why are you here? And it's 10 right?" I asked Sasuke with a confused look on my face. " And you don't like ramen." " I had nothing to eat... and I knew you would be here. And no it's seven" " Oh..." I said hoping he was looking for me. " You missed training yesterday," he said with an annoyed look on his face. " Oh, I thought it was an off day..." I said scratching my head. I was kinda embarrassed. Why am I embarrassed? I never get embarrassed in front of Sasuke...'" Can we make it up today?" I asked him. " I was going to train alone... without being annoyed... by a certain person..." he said and I knew who he meant. " I'm coming anyway!" I said getting out of my chair. Sasuke started to leave. " Oi! Where are you going Sasuke teme?" " Training... come on... " Sasuke said annoyed by my presence.

A/N: There you go! Chappie 1... i'm bored now so I'm going to sleep...

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