ok here's the deal, people review I keep writing.. pretty simple I know

i wont remember to write i dont own twilight for every chapter so I'm just going to say it right now, I dont own it and I never will. (only in my dreams)

I stepped into the dark woods, one step after another. I don't know where I am going, but I'm going somewhere that's all that matters. I looked around, my vision blurred from the tears running down my cheeks.

I wonder if this is the spot where that Sam boy found me, I shuddered at the memory of laying on the ground for hours. I choked back a sob.

He

Doesn't

Love

Me.

I know he doesn't, he told me so. I'm not good enough, I never will be how could I compare to his grace and beauty. He is an angle and I, well I am just me. I found myself laying of the forest floor sobbing. I cant live like this anymore, I don't deserve to be alive. I stood up and started walking to where I assumed my house is.

"Where do you think your going?" a familiar voice called out. I spun around to see Victoria. She grabbed my by the neck and slammed me into a tree trunk, holding me there.

She is going to kill me, I thought frantically. Haven't I just been thinking about death, and now she is here to give it to me. I smiled, and looked her straight in the eye.

"is it true? Did they really leave you all alone?" she sneered, the tears came again. I started crying, very loudly might I add.

"Ah so your young love was not really love at all, just a cruel game" she cackled.

"Shut up!" I screeched "Just do it Victoria, avenge James. Just kill me!" I yelled at her, shock crossed her face for a moment.

"Bella if dieing is what you want, I will make your heart stop beating" she smiled "I wont kill you though, seeing as Edward wouldn't really care if I did" I gasped, no I don't want it anymore, its no good with out him. I cried and struggled harder, this isn't how it should be, I should die!

"I am going to make you live forever knowing he doesn't love you, because I have to live forever with out James" she leaned down and bit me, I gasped in the sudden pain.

Victoria dropped me and sprinted off into the distance. The fire danced in my veins, it was torture. I screamed and writhed on the ground in agony. All I could concentrate on was the pain. I could feel my bones shattering and my skin crawled with the fire. I squirmed around on the gound to look for something cold to put out these flames.

In the back of my mind I know that they cant be put out, but right now all I want is cold arms to hold me. I screamed and cried even louder now I am faced with horrendous emotional and physical pain. In the distance I could hear voices, they sounded familiar.

I tried to silence my screams of agony but I ended up giving only muffled cries and twitching on the ground. I felt hands lift me off the ground, the hands seared my skin at the touch. I let out an ear piercing scream and struggled to get away from the fire.

It worked who ever picked me up let me drop, I tried to crawl away but I couldn't move the pain wouldn't let me. I clenched my jaw and fought against the screams. The brown arms reached out once more I pulled away.

"don't. touch. Me." I spoke through gritted teeth. I heard them speaking but I couldn't bring myself to listen. Another wave of fire rolled through me I cried out. The hands reached out again but this time quicker. They held me hard against a burning hot chest. I screamed and struggled but it did no good.

"Stop it!" I managed scream out. I could feel them moving and hear them talking quietly, I cant see anything its all black. I didn't notice I had my eyes closed. I wrenched them open to look into the face of the steaming body.

Everything blurred but I knew the tan skin and black hair its Jacob Black. I screamed louder and struggled harder. His skin seemed to make the fire in my veins burn hotter, I could practically feel my skin blistering in the heat. They ran for what seemed like forever.

Finally I felt myself being put on the ground, some of that wrenched heat left not all of course but some. I sighed and stopped screaming as much of course the pain is still unbearable but not nearly as bad as when Jacob grabbed me.

I lay somewhere in the forest screaming for god knows how long, the fire never seemed to let up. I couldn't take a breather. I heard the people start to talk in hushed tones again, they came over to me and grabbed me. I screamed bloody murder and curled up away from the hands.

I could hear people walking near me, I opened my eyes again to see Alice and Jasper.

"We'll take it from here" Alice's soft sweet voice rang through the trees. Her and Jasper walked towards me. I screamed and tried to crawl away as Jasper reached down to pick me up.

His cold skin didn't stop the fire, only cancel out some of the heat. I stopped screaming as loud as soon as he touched me. I attached myself to him trying to get the cold on me. I still felt the burning all over my body and winced and moaned in the pain but the cold helped me a little.

"cold" I whispered out hoarsely. I think I felt Jasper smile. They took off running, I couldn't think enough to wonder where they are taking me.

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