a/n okay well first off I just want to tell you guys that this is my first fanfic and and I really don't care if you review or not. I also have horrible grammar so if that bothers you I'm sorry until the day that pigs fly and I look like hallie berry I do not own twilight. Oh yeah the song that inspired me is OMG by usher and will-I-am so listen to that if you want to

Chapter 1

Bella pov

"Last call for the flight to Seattle" the pilot yelled as I ran onto the plane he gave me dirty looked as I flashed him my ticket.

I could not believe that I Bella swan was going back to la push

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After I had saved Edward I just didn't love him the same way.

He had hurt me way to much, but as soon as I opened up to Jake he imprinted on this new girl named Natalie.

I wanted to hate Jacob for it but when I saw them look at each other for the first time all I felt was a very intense longing to be loved.

I didn't want to be problem so I left. I went to North Carolina, what can I say the cold weather grew on me.

After a few years this leech came to my new home town I remember when I tracked him down and the forest I told him I knew what he was and that he should leave.

He lunged for my neck and I began to shake and I exploded into a cheetah.

I quickly ripped him to pieces and through him into a fire.

I decided that I probably didn't react this way to the Cullen's because they feed from animals.

I stayed in North Carolina for about 20 years.

I begin to have these fits of rage and I was scared that I would hurt some one so I decided I would go to la push to ask the elders about my current condition.

I hopped off the train and found my bags without a problem I called a cab then made my way over to Charlie's house. I knocked lightly on the door basically shaking with anticipation.

Then I heard footsteps toward the door and then it was opened by someone who looked nothing like Charlie

a/n if you liked it thank you if you have time to review do it but if you don't have time just send me a pm whenever if you hate it tell me so I can start a new one I know this chapter was a little rushed and boring but it will get better I just needed to tell the background info any way sorry for leaving you with the kind of cliffy I will update fast if you liked it of course. Oh and if you can do banners tell me I want to make one.

-ASHLEY