Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter. If I did, the whole series would be M rated.

Tower Wall

I'm standing on the edge of the tower wall, the wind whipping my blond hair violently into my face. This is where my godfather, Severus Snape, killed Dumbledore a few short months ago. That was the moment I knew I was not going to follow my father, or the Dark Lord.

I should have taken Dumbledore's offer for safety while I could. As much as I will not admit it Dumbledore was one of the best wizards in the world, way above the Dark Lord.

I want to be on the 'Good Side'! Though no one will believe, even with Veritaserum! Except for Harry Bloody Potter. Not even he, the-boy-who bloody-lived, could convince them.

That is why I'm here, on this ledge, looking over the edge, where I can barely see the ground below. The 'Light Side' doesn't want me and I will NEVER follow the Dark Lord. So I might as well just jump and end all of this.

Bloody FUCKING Hell! Here comes Potter! Why cant he leave me alone for one fucking minute?!

He's telling me it's not worth it. I look over the edge and back at him. I know I'm crying as he takes me off the edge and holds me. I can feel the tears that I never let fall unless I'm with him roll slowly down my cheeks.

He looks at me, smiling sadly, as he wipes away the tears and looks in my eyes. His lips fall softly on mine. I wimper as he pulls away, not wanting to lose the touch I need so much.

He tells me to never do this again, that he needs me here with him. He holds me tightly and lowers his lips back down to mine.

Oh, How I love the moments like this. It shows how much he cares. He picks me up gingerly and carries me down the stairs, as I cuddle into him, nuzzling his neck softly.

He knows he will be up here again tomorrow but that never stops him from coming and finding me ever night.


AN: I know it's short. This is my first attempt at writing ANYTHING!
I wrote this in 8th grade at the age of 13. It took me 2 years to get the courage to post it.
And I posted it just as I had written it and left it like that.
I read it over, now at the of 16, made some corrections, and did my best to add some details and make it a bit longer…so here it is, new and improved.

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