Today

Disclaimer. I don't own Naruto

Only Amaterasu

Redone- 8/25/2011

I told you

I didn't want to wake up today.

You raised one of your eyebrows at me

wondering why, but I just smiled at you.

I spent all of yesterday with you.

I would have spent it with my brother, but he was at the academy.

So I guess it was better, since

in reality, I wanted to be with you.

Even though I couldn't hear your voice.

You took my hand and kissed it

and then we went to a place we had never gone before.

Your kisses penetrated my soul

and your touch captivated my mind

I couldn't keep my hands off you

and you couldn't keep your hands off me,

even though you were scared

I was too.

I was more afraid of this then anything.

Our bodies intertwined and I heard your voice for the first time in years

You told me you loved me.

And I whispered it in your ear

"I love you Ame"

I cried when I saw your face in the morning

I knew you wondered why.

You couldn't go out for the rest of the day,

and I decided to spend it with you in your bed.

You were too weak to get out of bed

It was astonishing that someone so strong

could have such a weak body.

When you fell asleep, I crept out of your room

I started with your parents

they couldn't believe what I was doing

I ended their lives quick and swiftly,

as quick and painless as I could manage.

I went back to your bed room

covered in blood, and kissed you.

You opened your eyes and smiled at me.

I told you to stay in bed for a bit longer

that I'd make you something to eat.

You nodded, and kissed me again

it was too dark for you to see the blood on my face

and I'm not too sure how you didn't smell it.

I went to wait for Sasuke

It hurt me so much to do that to him

I had to weep afterwards

I didn't want him to hate me

but he had to.

He had to...

I went back to your home.

You were sitting on the edge of the bed

I put my head in your lap and closed my eyes

as you ran your fingers through my hair.

I cried.

and cried

You kissed my hair and with your broken voice

you told me that it had to be done.

And you understood why

More tears fell when I look up to see your face.

You lifted my lips to yours, and kissed me passionately

You told me I didn't need to kill you

because you would do it yourself

You pushed me away

and slashed your stomach with a kunai

I screamed your name

I watch the crimson red blood

taint your pure body

You laid a blood stained hand around my neck and pulled me down

You kissed me, and I kissed you back.

You uttered your last words to me.

I laid by your side and held you until you took your last breath.

I covered you with a sheet and left.

I cried when I woke up this morning

I died when I left your body there

I couldn't stand to live without you

but I had to keep living

because this was all for Sasuke

and I wouldn't let your death go to vain.

but I couldn't cry anymore.

I closed myself off to any emotion

because everything made me think of you.

"I'll do anything for you"

that took my breath away

I don't regret anything though

even though I lost you

I don't regret anything.

For one last time I cry

because I know

nothing will ever be the same again.