Black Winged Angel
(a megxcastiel fan-poem in megs pov)
Hey black winged angel boy
I've something to say
Hey black winged angel toy
Why don't you, beside me, lay?
An endless debt you're in, my dear,
One that you'll forever regret.
Hey Clarence I wish you could hear
That you're the only angel I'm glad I've met.
Even as spawn of Satan I'd pray
That your now tainted shadow
Would just once more darken my day.
What do you feel angel boy? I would kill to know.
Hey black winged angel boy
Do you know how much you hurt?
Yeah, you're hell, but you brought me joy.
Unlike others, you don't consider me lower than dirt.
I wish I could be with you
One more time I'd like to
But this is impossible to do, as
Death is my cage; trapping me in this zoo.
My heart is a twisted knot
Burned and hating and broken from Hell.
But I've learned something you've taught
Like how to care for a once-enemy who fell.
You know, you're my unicorn
You make me wanna cry and laugh and puke.
But, I wonder; for me, will you mourn?
At the end, will you ever even look…?
Oh, my black winged angelic hurt,
The ground is cold
I'm lying in the dirt.
But, I already have it, my gold.
You know, Clarence, its withering away, my life
To help protect meaningful yours.
It cut me to my death, that knife.
I'm dying as one of Crowley's whores.
Well, for my taste, I guess I kinda stooped too low.
But, it's what I had to do.
My only regret is you'll never really know
How much it really was that I loved you.