He walks into the house cocky as always, I just can't help but laugh.

"Oliver Oken at your service," I force a smile on my face as he walks into the kitchen grabs a water and walk sits down on the couch.

"What's wrong Lil's? You seem sad." He looked concerned.

"It's nothing" I lied.

"Come on Lils I know you more than…." I never let him finish. I started kissing him, he returned the kiss for a few minutes before he pulled back.

"But Jackson? or Miley?"

"Jackson doesn't have to know," I said. "And neither does Miley" I have been dating Jackson for 3 years now and I've been seeing other men for 1 ½ years. I wanted to break up with him since then, but just couldn't bring myself to do so. Oliver has been engaged to Miley for 3 months now.

"No Lily, Jackson is also my best friend I can't do this to him," Oliver said getting up walking towards the door.

"He knows," I said before he shut the door.

"Knows what?"

"That I have been cheating on him."

"And he don't mind?"

"He does, but he don't say anything."

"Then why do you do this to him?"

"I don't do this on purpose, I just don't love him like that. I can't bring my self to break up with him so I thought that.."

"You thought that if he caught you cheating on him with me he would finally break up with you." Oliver cut he off.

"You don't see what this is doing to him I do!" I cried. "It's tearing him apart more and more and I don't want to hurt him anymore."

"I'm sorry Lil I can't do this for you," Oliver said as he walked out the door.

Later on that night I was getting ready to go to the club in the bathroom. Jackson walks into our bedroom.

"So how long are you going to be out tonight?"

"I don't know Jackson; you know how it is when I go out with Miles."

"I don't understand why you have to go out tonight on our 3 year anniversary."

"I promised Miley I would go with her why don't you understand that," I said getting annoyed.

"Fine go," He said walking out of the bathroom. "I'm just going to go hang out with some of my friends."

"You do that," I said bringing my attention back to my eye liner. I turned around as he walked out the door and frowned. Truth was I'm not going out with Miley I promised this guy named Jason I would hang out with him tonight.

As I grabbed my purse I looked at on the dresser to a picture of when we were together for 3 months and still happy.

I met Jason at Club 21 at 8 o'clock. He bought me a few drinks and we dance a little before we went to his place. I didn't realize the time when I got home at three in the morning, but when I walked into the house Miley and Oliver was sitting on the couch crying.

"What's going on in here?"

"He's dead," Miley said running up to me crying. "Lily, Jackson is dead."

"What do you mean?"

"He killed himself," Oliver said walking up to me.

"He left you this note," Miley said handing the note to her.

"Wait, how did you guys know this happened?" I asked starting to cry.

"He called me about five hours ago blundering about nothing and said that you went out and that he loves me. So I got worried. Did you guys have a fight?"

"No, I just told him I was going out and he didn't want me to."

Later on the next day I took the letter he had written me out and started to read it

Dear Lily,

I want you to know that I love you so much. I know you haven't loved me for some time now and it tore me apart. I can not imagine my life without you so I didn't want to try. Just remember to take care of yourself, and my sister.

Love Always Jackson

The End