Wow. i know. i'm been gone forever and i have explaining to do. Sadly, for any of you reading my Dark Seas story, it will not be finished. i just blanked out. absolutely no ideas. Anyways, on to this story. i really won't be updating cuz since school started i've been really busy, but i really want your guys advise on this. i will post questions at the end. It's in first person by my oc.

Disclaimer: i do not own Teen titans. don't rub it in.

The streets were nearly empty as I walked, unsure of my direction or destination. Of course I knew this city by heart—as I did any other I lived in, or even visited—and I knew I was facing east because of the setting sun behind me, but I felt completely lost.

I shivered and tucked my arms closer to my body, despite the warm summer evening.

Hours had passed but I still walked, unseen, unheard, unknown. I let my body lead and the swirling thoughts in my head seemed to cease. They were still there, I knew, but I stopped trying to decipher them, or anything else.

Suddenly I stopped, and my brain snapped back to attention, telling me the time (4:52am), how I'd gotten there (left of Maple, right on L street…) where I was, but most importantly, who was in the apartment building I stood in front of. And I knew it was a very bad idea to be here.

Every instinct told me to run, but my body was in control again, leading me to the park across the street and sitting me in the shade of a large tree.

Time passed slowly, but too quickly at the same time. It was nearly eleven when two people I recognized all too well came out of the building.

Neon pink hair. That was the first think I saw. Followed by her pale gray skin and cat-like eyes. Then my gaze turned to her companion. Flaming red hair and blue eyes.

That's when I knew it hadn't been my body that had made me stay there; it had been my mind. That stupid part of my mind I'd been suppressing for years.

I wanted to stay here until they left, to go back home—ha! Me? A home?—but instead I was pushing my emerald green hair from my eyes and stepping forward.

"Jinx," I heard myself say, as I reached the sidewalk, and saw the bubble-gum haired girl turn to look at me.

"Sen?" her pink eyes looked surprised and confused. "What are you doing here?"

"I don't know." I gave her a purposeful look and she nodded in understanding. "I should probably leave." I said, glancing at the boy beside her, but I felt the need to say one more thing before pulling up my hood and going. "Jinx?" I asked to make sure I had her full attention.

"Yeah?"

I gave her a small smile and pulled up my sweatshirt hood. "I'm not mad at you." I gave no time for response, and instead turned a corner and disappeared into the crowd.

"Who was that?" Wally asked after I was gone.

Jinx gave a sad smile in the direction I'd disappeared. "An old friend." She refused to say more, but instead turned back the way they'd been heading. "Come on, let's go."

"I've never heard of her." Robin said, flipping through the criminal database. "There isn't a girl with green hair, or anyone named Sen."

Kid Flash sighed in confusion. "I wonder who she was." He thought aloud as Robin closed his computer down. The boys gave each other a look of mutual confused wonder.

"Where were you!" a voice boomed the moment I opened the door. Jack was waiting on the couch.

"Out." I said, striding past.

"Sen!" he yelled after me as I walked toward my room. "Sen! Senka!" that stopped me dead in my tracks. I turned slowly to look at him.

I felt my hair heating up and fading red and saw Jack halfway down the hall. He gulped at the fire in my eyes, but held his ground. "Call me that again," I gritted my teeth. "And you won't live to regret it." I stormed into my room and slammed the door behind me.

I sighed as I plopped down on the bed, feeling my anger drain away with fatigue and looked around. It was such a normal room at first glance. All the furniture was cherry wood; the dresser with a large mirror attached; the bed with a dozen pillows. There was a chest in the corner containing extra blankets and a bookshelf along one wall.

But I knew that that mirror was equipped with a palm scanner; I knew under all those pillows were several daggers and a bodkin; I knew under the blankets there was a false bottom containing an arsenal of weapons and that there was a compartment in the bookshelf holding an all-black suit.

Sometimes I pretended the posters on them weren't hiding explosives and that the stuffed animals around the room didn't have cameras built in. sometimes I pretended I was normal.

…And then I laughed at myself for it.

My eyelids were drooping and my brain desperately wanted to shut off, but for some reason I couldn't sleep, couldn't even lie down. So instead I changed and slipped out a window.

I felt my hair change to blonde before I even set foot on the street. I was wearing jean shorts and a green tank top over a bathing suit and carried a red and gray stripped tote bag. I could've been a twin to half the girls out here. No one thinks twice about some blonde in California.

I hadn't really been planning to go to the beach, despite my attire, but I ended up there anyways. Shrugging, I dropped my bag into the sand and kicked off my shoes. I quickly headed for the water. I wasn't going to stay long, but the salty liquid felt nice on my skin.

My mistake however, had been sticking around to let the sun dry me. Because I fell asleep as soon as my body hit the sand.

okay, so for anyone being all confused, Sen is a criminal. i will explain further into that in future chapters if i continue this. so heres what you guys need to tell me:

A) what do you think? easy right?

B) oc pairing? who do you think? i am planning on her going good. (and it's not going to be some stupid lightspeed think with different characters. I'm more creative than that)

C) do you want me to tell you her powers in an authors note, or do you want to be surprised while reading?

D)Should i bother to continue this. i'm not gonna if no one cares.

E) any suggestions about anything regarding anything. seriously. i just want to know your honest opinions and ideas. even if it's small and you think it's stupid.

F) i like reviews. i really do. and i want you guys to tell me what you want. even if it's two words like "please continue" or whatever. But i also love long reviews more. write me a ten page essay if you want. it'd make my day.

So, please tell me what you think! And any suggestions, questions, ideas, comments, corrections, I'll even take flames. just click that button and type 'em up.

Thanks,

Scarlet kitty

(ps. that was a joke on my name. you guys won't get it, but i do! :P)