Authors Note: I do not own Victorious.
1. He blames me for everything.
"Jade, why are you being so mean to her?
"I'm not being mean, It's just-"
"Forget it" He sighed. "I'll see you tomorrow"
"Beck!" I cried, but he had slammed the door.
I closed my eyes and walked home slowly on the cold December day.
He always does this.
He'll be careless and flirt shamelessly with that little hypocrite and when I decide to say that he hasn't broken up with me yet, he'll say that its all my fault.
Was it my fault Tori spilled coffee on him and got too close?
Was it my fault she kissed him even though they just met?
No.
He just can't see that.
When I had arrived home my parents weren't there.
My mother is in the hospital and my father was covering 3 jobs all at once, the only time he wasn't working was to visit my mother.
I put my bag on the floor and went into my room.
My cellphone started to buzz.
Beck.
I picked it up.
"Hi."
"It's ok, I forgive you."
I smiled. "Thanks. Where are you right now?"
There was a pause.
"Um, just studying."
"Ok, can I come over? It's a mess at my house."
"Um, actually. . . I'm kind of at a friends house." He was acting pretty strangely and talking slowly, trying to stay casual.
Huh?
"Ok, well, who's?"
I was getting a little angry now as I stood up and gazed out my window. He's been in trouble for not being honest before.
"Um, Tori's."
Tori.
"Why are you at Tori's house?" I questioned.
"We're just studying, jeez, why?" I could here her in the background.
I sighed. It was time to grow up and just be honest.
"Beck, I don't want you hanging out with her anymore."
I could start to hear her more clearly in the background.
"Beck, I told you calling Jade would make her upset.
"Tori, she can here you." He said.
"Tori, leave my boyfriend alone."
Beck was getting angry now.
"Jade, calm down, she's not doing anything." He was defending her again.
"You know what Beck, fine, she isn't I'm the bad guy in this case." I shouted into the phone.
He hung up.
I sighed and threw my phone onto my bed, walking outside.
The snow continued to fall as the thoughts rushed about.
Why does he never see that I'm not doing anything wrong?
Is it, he likes her now.
No, he loves me…
Right?