Title: Memories
Fandom: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle
Summary: When you don't remember, you don't regret. ONE SHOT
Pairing: Sakura x Syaoran
Disclaimer: CLAMP
A/N: My first TRC, i know i'm a terrible writer but yeah. R&R. for those who are waiting for winter sonata, wait a little longer. I'm sorry for being such a bad updater.
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A warm smile.
That was all he wanted to see and remember, and all he wanted to forget.
Syaoran wanted to forget that his princess ever existed, and then maybe; he thinks, he would have never suffered. He would have never been forced to contain the anguish when she forgot him.
That's why he wanted to forget her.
All the memories that rushed into her heart with every feather's arrival instantly graced her presence with that childish smile. Her memories and what were once her dreams, her memories.
She looked lonely; silently cursing her losses. She was always alone, talking in her dreams as if someone was there. But who?
Perhaps, when the wings would rid them of all this vain sorrow, she would remember.
Sakura wishes that she could remember who was beside her, who held her hands, and who was her precious childhood friend. She loved her memories, but it made her feel alone. Sometimes, she never wanted to remember.
She'd rather they tell her how it had been, tell her she wasn't lonely. But she can only see herself holding air, hugging air and talking to empty spaces, yet she never felt alone.
Now she does, and she wants to forget that.
Syaoran remembers what they used to be, and when he remembers, he often regrets. He regrets the fact that they had ever known each other, that he had grown to love her. But yet he loved that feeling of being near her.
Sakura remembers of her foolishness, that she was so naïve to walk into things she didn't know about. She feels guilty, and she regrets getting everyone else to help her. But she loved them all the same.
They felt alone, ignored and lost between these rifts of unknown mystery. She's tired of remembering, and so is he. Maybe sometimes, it's better to forget, because then you won't regret having those memories, or losing them.