Monster
Am I a monster. I don't think I am, but I do have Spike and I can tell you this, he is a monster. So if Spike is a monster and Spike is me, does that mean that I am a monster. I feel conflicted and confuse. I am me, I am Chase, I'm intelligent and caring and kind. Is that the real me or am I hiding behind a mask.
I ask my family if I'm a monster and they just look at me, they say, "no Chase, you are not a monster." And yet they also say, "Chase, don't let Spike out or you'll turn into a monster." I just wish I could tall to someone who actually understands what I going through, but there is no one. No one that I can talk to because no one knows that I am bionic. I feel so alone. I feel trap inside my head, and trap inside my body. I feel him, I feel Spike trying to claw its way out, everytime he takes control, I lose a part of myself. I feel helpless against him, like I'm weak and he is the stronger of us.
Am I a monster or am I just human. Do I feel human or do I feel like a monster. Is Spike the monster and I'm just the vessel for that being. I just don't know.
Am I a monster. Time will tell.