Hey guys! This is my new story! It will be related to music like my other one but their completely different. Plz help me pick a good name!

This chap is dedicated to GGGirlADDICTSiSters as she gave me this idea from her story 'don't judge a boy by her cover'

Dear Dad,

I wrote this song especially for you. Isn't that great! You may think that it will be full of love and happiness but guess what your wrong. In fact it's the opposite.

I wish you didn't change. Just like how everything changed. I wish we can go back before mom died, before you started to hurt me. Back to when you were the good guy. But you don't always get what you want. I had to learn it the hard way.

I tried to be strong, tried to good enough for you but you didn't care. If I made dinner you would complain that it's too hot. If I got good grades but lacked in one subject you would complain about how stupid I am. I had no friends because I didn't have the time because I was too busy looking after you so you would complain about not having a perfect popular daughter.

You would call me names and hit me.

Soon I started to believe you. I always wondered what I ever did wrong. Why you were always mad at me. Why you hated me. I thought that I deserved this. Every scar, broken bones, bruises and cuts. I thought I deserved it for not being good enough. For not saving mum.

Thinking positive thought s is what kept me going. I thanked god you didn't rape me. I thanked god I wasn't fatherless. I thanked god for letting me have a mother who loved me even if it was for a short time and I knew one day we will be together again.

So here is the song, see what I thought of you.

You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me,
You, have knocked me off my feet again,
Got me feeling like I'm nothing.
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded.
You, pickin' on the weaker man.

Well you can take me down,
With just one single blow.
But you don't know, what you don't know,

Someday, I'll be living in a big old city,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides,
And your walk by lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again,
As if I don't already see them.
I walk with my head down,
Trying to block you out cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again.

I bet you got pushed around,
Somebody made you cold,
But the cycle ends right now,
You can't lead me down that road,
You don't know, what you don't know

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar,
Talking over a football game,
With that same big loud opinion but,
Nobody's listening,
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things,
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing.

But all you are is mean,
All you are is mean.
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life,
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday, I'll be, living in a big old city,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean. Yeah,
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so ?
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean. Yeah,
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?

And am afraid that day is today my dear daddy.

With love,

Cameron Morgan

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