A/N: Guess who's back? It is Lixabell, with her new multi-chap! But you can call me Emily, we're all friends here. Anywaaay, I'm sorry I haven't poostet anything new lately, I've ust been so uninspired. But now I'm writing again! And it feels good! As you may have guesses, this is a future SWAC fic. Never done that one before, so I hope it'll be OK! And I hope you like i, I have been planning on this for moths! And there's only one way to find out if you like it or not;
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Disclaimer; I don't own Sonny with a chance OR So Random
Sonny's POV
Tonight is the night. The curtain goes down, the sheep returns from its travel or whatever. You might already guess what is going on? Well if you think that the shows end today, you're right. This is it. Three years of laughter, of tears, happiness, hate and love is over. I always knew it had to happen, but I never imagined it to happen so fast.
This was the last night I was going to stand on this stage with my cast. It was the last time So Random was going to be shown on TV. Other than reruns and stuff, but you know. I just can't believe it. So Random is my life. It's what I have been doing for three years for God's sake!
And it isn't only So Random that is going to end. Mackenzie Falls has its last episode today too. Only that one will be shown next Wednesday. This is the last time they will FILM.
Thinking about Mackenzie Falls makes my stomach hurt from guilt. I have to break the news to my boyfriend, Chad Dylan Cooper today. The news he's not going to like. I'm not pregnant, calm down. But to him, this might be worse. Oh God, and I call him conceited? I'm just as bad myself.
I'm going back to Wisconsin. Without him.
I just can't do it anymore. I love him with all my heart but the paparazzi... They have to know everything. If we go out on a date, they are spying on us. If we hold hands while walking, they are taking pictures of it. Even if I just say "hi" to him, they make a big deal about it, and tells the world that one of us proposed to the other or something. I just can't do it anymore.
So that's why this day is a nightmare. First; I loose my dream job. Second; I'm being a total bitch who ditches her boyfriend. I don't know if he will ever forgive me. I mean, the paparazzi is even worse to him, and he's not the one who's leaving! This thoughts are in my head as I perform the last episode of So Random, and it's hard to keep the happy face up. All the soon I heard the well-known music that told me that the show was over.
"Give the cast of So Random a very good last applause," I heard Marshall say as he entered the stage to call the show off. "This was the last episode of So Random. Can you believe it? Before we head off, I just want to thank the amazing cast for making me laugh. Give it up for Tawni Hart, Grady Mitchell, Nico Harris, Zora Lancaster and, last but not least, Sonny Munroe!"
The crowd cheered at us, cried and screamed. I sure was going to miss this almost as much as I was going to miss Chad. These amazing fans who had supported me, who wrote me fan letters and made my day something to look forward to, I was going to miss them. Oh, how I wished that that moment could last forever.
But the time goes on, and a moment only last for a moment. We said bye to all our fans, and went of the stage. It would be a lie to say that none of us was close to tears. As I was going to enter my wardrobe, I heard a voice behind me.
"It really is over, huh, Sonny."
"Yes, Chad, it is."
"I'm sure going to miss this place," Chad said while looking around, as if he hadn't been there for years. "I grew up here. I even shot The Goodie Gang here when I was six." The thought of a little six-year old Chad made me giggle, making me forget about the situation for a couple of seconds.
"What's so funny, Munroe?" He came closer, ready to hold his arms around me.
"I'm sorry, but the thought of you as a little boy is hilarious!" I could see that he was amused, but was trying to hold a straight face.
"Is is, Sonny? Is it really?" His arms were now around me, he was so close to me that I could feel his heartbeat. It was hard to think that this was the last time I'd see him, the last time I'd feel his arms around me, and the last time I'd feel his breath on my throat.
"Yes, it is indeed." I told him, though the joke was over minutes ago, and I found it no longer funny. He must have sensed that something was wrong, because suddenly he stared weirdly at me. He didn't ask me what was wrong, he could read it in my eyes that I wouldn't want to be asked.
Instead he leaned forward and kissed me. His lips were so longing, like they felt that this was the last time they were going to kiss mine. I deepened the kiss to make it say everything. To make it say that I loved him. I never got up my guts to tell him that. I was too afraid that he wasn't feeling the same way about me as I did to him.
He gladly let me kiss him more intense, and he made it last as long as we both could. When we had to break it up, he slowly opened his eyes to look at me with sad eyes. I though he knew what I was planning, because he was opening his mouth, and I was sure he was going to ask me why I was leaving.
"I have to take a shower, and after that I need to tell you something. Is that okay, Sunshine?" I laughed a little over the nickname and put a smile back on my face. All I ever had to do when I felt sad was to watch him, this beautiful man with the cutest smile in the world, and I would be happy again.
As soon as the little laugh escaped from my mouth, his smile came back on his face too. He was turning around and started to leave, but stopped before he had walked two steps. He smiled a small smile to me, put his hand on my cheek and gave me a peek on the lips before he said, "See you later, Son."
"Yeah, later." was all I managed to say, even though it was too quiet for him to hear. My stomach twisted itself. It did that every time I was leaving Chad. I loved him, and I hated to be apart from him. But suddenly I though something.
If this little goodbye was so hard for me, how would it be when I knew that I was going to say goodbye for the last time? That couldn't be good. I wouldn't be able to handle it. If I was going to leave, I had to leave now.
But I couldn't just leave. I had to tell Chad what was going on, I had to tell him why I wasn't there when he returned to where he left me. I entered my wardrobe and noticed a pice of blank paper.
I picked it up and bit my lip as I though. How mad would he be when I found out that I was leaving him? I hadn't noticed before, but a little tear slid down my face and landed on the paper I was holding up, making a small, wet area where it landed.
"Good, maybe I'll get him sympathy now." I sarcastic said to myself. I looked around for a pencil but couldn't find any. On the desk I used to do my make-up on, was the lipstick I had gotten from Chad last month. It's going to have to do for now, I though to myself, before I wrote nine words on the paper.
I'm so sorry, Chad, but I'm leaving you.
Sonny
One more tear ran down my face again, but I didn't have time to dry it. I had already used about 10 minutes, and Chad used 20 minutes in the shower.
I picked up the last things I had in the wardrobe, took a last look at it, and then went for the airport where I was going to meet my mom. As the plain took of, I imagined Chad find the letter.
"Goodbye, Chad." I whispered quietly to myself, as the sight of California faded away.
AN/: Thank you so, so much for reading all the way down here! I really hope it's good, and that you enjoyed reading it! Just remeber, this is just the start, I have a lot more in store for this! You can only guess what I have been planning for the characters!
Thank you again, and remember to review! Please, I need to know if you want me to continue or not. I hope for five reviews before next chapter is up, but we'll se if I have time then, or if I am getting reviews at all. I hope so! Thanks!
Later frienszzzz
Emily.
