Hello my loyal pets---I mean readers, I wrote this cos IT'S 4 DAYS TIL XMAS! WOOHOO Twas my birthday yesterday :P oh Yeh! I rock!
Mamo/usa as always! I just love them being a couple! They are just soo cute together!
An eerie seasonal mist was upon the busy city of Tokyo, Christmas was only a couple of days away. Tokyo was jam packed full of shoppers desperate to buy presents for they're loved ones, every shop was on sale in hope of getting more customers. Every house had they're seasonal Christmas lights on, some people had put up over top decoration on their house and some other people had just put a few lights up. Usagi sat at her window watching the snow flakes drift from the sky and slowly fall like a feather caught in the wind and settle peacefully on the ground, slowly but surely the blanket of snow built up. Usagi felt a pang of sadness in the depths of her heart, she was sad that she had let him go back to college in America, she was too afraid to tell him she was afraid he might get attack and killed by a new enemy like last time. Yeah it sounds stupid but when you're the Senshi of the moon these kind of thoughts from time to time. Usagi smiled sadly at the small children, who were wrapped up warmly in layers of clothes, they were having fun by having a snow ball fight. Her eyes glistened with unshed tears, which seemed to have built up since Mamoru left for college in September. She bit down hard on her lip and blinked back the tears; she wasn't going to cry, not now. Not when she should be celebrating with her family, well she should have been carol singing with her parents and brother right now, they did ask if she wanted to come but Usagi felt too depressed to do anything at the moment. She let out a long sigh and she hoisted herself off the window sill, she made her way down the stairs, she opened the front door and checked the mail box to see what mail she had received. She got three cards, one from her aunty, one from her uncle and the other one from her grandparents each contained money for her and her brother for Christmas. She checked the mail box again and again, it was completely empty, she sobbed and her eyes were watering, she hadn't heard from Mamoru in two months and she was really worried about him, he had stopped phoning her regularly, hence why Usagi was depressed because she thought maybe he found someone better, prettier and smart then herself. The harsh winter wind whipped against her body, she shivered violently, letting her silent tears run freely down her face. Just then her family had just came around the corner, they're face were happy, they were laughing and smiling; they're eyes were lit up and full of joy. Usagi's mother, Ikuko caught a glimpse of the tears running down Usagi cheeks, she stopped laughing and her face turned sympathetic. Usagi's father, Kenji asked her what was wrong, Usagi just shook her head and ran up stairs, slammed her bedroom door and she collapse onto her bed sobbing loudly into her pillows. Kenji went to follow his daughter up the stairs but he was stopped by his wife. "Let her calm down first" she said softly, her eyes were sad.
Usagi leaned on the rails of her balcony, snow flakes landing on her face only to be melted by her tears when they ran down her cheeks.
"Oh Mamo-chan, where ever you are, Please be safe." She whispered into wind, her grip on the locket he gave her before he left had tightened as more tears came. "Oh Mamo-chan I wish…I wish you would come home forever" she whispered once more, though it was barely audible as the wind thrash against the trees.
Try to imagine, a house that's not a home
Try to imagine, a Christmas all alone
That's where I'll be
Since you left me
My tears could melt the snow
What can I do, without you
I've got no place, no place to go
It'll be lonely this Christmas
Without you to hold
It'll be lonely this Christmas
Lonely and cold
It'll be cold, so cold
Without you to hold
This Christmas
Each time I remember, the day you went away
How I would listen to the things you wanted to say
I just break down as I look around
And the only things I see
Are emptiness and lonliness
And an unlit Christmas tree
It'll be lonely this Christmas
Without you to hold
It'll be lonely this Christmas
Lonely and cold
It'll be cold, so cold
Without you to hold
This Christmas
D'you remember last year, when, you and I were together
We never thought there'd be an end
And I rember looking at you then
And I remember thinking that Christmas must have been made for us
'coz darling, this is the time of year that you really, you really need love
And it means so very, very much
So if you're lonely this Christmas
Without me to hold
Well it will be so very lonely
Lonely and cold
It'll be lonely this Christmas
Without you to hold
It'll be lonely this Christmas
Lonely and cold
It'll be cold so cold without you to hold
This Christmas
Merry Christmas, darling, wherever you are
Lol was that depressing or what? Lol I could write real depressing stuff but don't worry there is more to come :P I promise! It will turn out happy I promise! I can't promise it will be done before xmas! Lol I have this stinking geography h/w on Japan, lol its fun but why do I have to do over the xmas holidays! I HAVE THE NEXT CHAPTER IN MY MIND! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!