Impossible Love Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

Ali: I own nothing but the plot! READ!

[Chorus]
I'm not scared of lions and tigers and bears [oh my]
But I'm scared of [loving you]
I'm not scared to perform at a sold out affair [that's right]
But I'm scared of [loving you]
Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task?
Why it don't last? Is that too much to ask?
Why do we love Love, when Love seems to hate us?

[Verse]
Sorry if I sound so filled with gloom
You say you care and I know you do
But this is from my experience
And my conclusion only makes sense
Just cause I love u and u love me,
It doesn't mean that we're meant to be,
I can climb mountains, swim cross the seas,
But the most frightening thing is you & me!

[Verse]
Most circumstances I know my fate
But in this love thing I don't get the game
Why does it feel like those who give in,
They only wind up losing a friend?
Just cause I love u and u love me,
It doesn't mean that we'll ever be,
Fly cross the ocean, sing for the Queen,
But the most frightening thing is you & me!

[Bridge]
I'm not sure no, I'm not sure
But if we never try we'll never know
It's better to have loved than not to love at all
But trying is worst than to stumble and fall
And if we do?
I'd rather it be with you
Cause at least there will be
Sweet memories

Bella's Pov:

I saw my life with Jacob, but I knew I should still love Edward. I groaned and sat in the snow, surprisingly not cold. I buried my face in my hands and cried. I felt cold hands on my shoulders, but didn't react to them. I got up and walked towards the field, no one was getting hurt becaues of me.

"Bella what are you doing?"

I felt something hot in my stomach and my finger and toe tips itching. I looked at Edward and hugged him tightly, not knowing if I would ever see him again.

"I love you."

I ran while Edward looked at the spot where I was standing just a second ago in shock. I felt my body tingle but I was tackled.

"You can't."

I looked at the field from our high vantage point. I sighed in defeat, knowing I couldn't fight him. "Fine."

I wlaked in the door, the Volturi's threat pounding in my head. I felt warmth spread through me and my finger and toe tips itch. I laid down on my bed and tried to push down the feelings. Edward had gone for a hunt and I was there. Charlie knocked on my door and opened it.

"Hey Bells. Feeling alright?"

I nodded. His eyes widened when I looked at him. I jumped up and looked at myself. Nothing was out of the ordinary. He dragged my to the bathroom and put my in front of the mirror. I looked at it and I gasped. My eyes were orange with red around the rims and gold in the center, a touch of brown between red and orange, my pupils in slits. Like a cats.

"Charlie?" I turned to him. "Do you know anything about this?"

He nodded slowly. "I was hoping you wouldn't have this."

"What is this?"

"Bella... You're a Dragon."

"What? You mean those things that fly around, breath fire, and eat everthing?"

"I guess."

I sat on the closed toilet, clutching my throbbing head. "Please tell me everything."

He sighed and leaned against the doorway, suddenly he seemed younger. "Dragons live to be very old and are secret protectors of the old ways and secret worlds."

"There are multiple?"

He nodded. "Fairies, Unicorns, Actual Children of the Moon, elves, who you'll assosiate with frequently, witches, everything."

I nodded slowly, digesting everything. "What about Dragons?"

"We can go into full dragons, which are huge or cmaller when you want to seem as a bird. WE can go halfway with wings, claws, and teeth. No matter what we look like we breath fire. Sometimes we get the eyes that you just saw. I don't exactly know why though.

"Whatever color your scales are, you hair will get slight highlights of those colors, but your regular hair color should cover it up... our diet is... isn't cut out for your relationship with your vampire."

"Why?"

"Vampires and other animals are our food source... You'll have to be trained to restrain yourself."

My head swam with this new information. I needed to learn more about Dragons if I wanted to be with Edward. I shook my head, remembering his mouth watering scent.

"How long will it take?"

Charlie looked down. I asked again and he looked up with a sad expression. "Five years."

My heart plummetted. I nodded, understanding. I looked at the rug and then back at Charlie. "When do we leave?"

"Graduation's over so... tonight."

I nodded and moved to pack my things when Charlie shook his head. "Nothing. The Elves will provide us with clothing. We'll come back in five years."

I nodded and he walked downstairs with grace I've never seen him use. I felt my eyes bulge and I followed him to the backyard. He turned into a dark blue dragon with black qound his wings and decorating his Dragon body. He moved his massive head slightly as a sign to get on. I hopped onto his back and flew away from Forks.

I'll come back for you, my friends. I swear.