Disclaimer: I do not own Manfred Bloor, or Asa Pike. sobs Jenny Nimmo owns all. You should know this already, and if you don't puts on grumpy face GET A LIFE! back to normal or at least a Charlie Bone book.
A/N: I half stole this off a thing I got from my dad. The other half was done at school. If it sucks, don't hurt me, just blow up your computer or something equally as constructive (destructive).
Another A/N: Typed/edited late at night so might not make sense.
Manfred,
When I first met you I thought we'd always be friends. I liked you the first time I lay eyes on you. You made me feel happy, secure and you helped me make new friends. You gave me so much confidence. I thought nothing could stand in my way.
You were my special friend and you came first every time in my life. But slowly I wanted to spend more time with you. I always wanted to be alone, just us, so we could have a good time. I depended on you to make me feel happy.
You began to take away my friends and family without me noticing. So clever, weren't you? You took away the most important things in my life. My family, my friends and my self-esteem. I was so blind when it came to you and, in the end, you almost took my life.
We were obsessed with each other but not any more. I admit I am powerless when it comes to you, but I don't need you any more. I don't need you to control my life anymore.
My friends and family have stuck by me, but I have so much guilt. I have cried an ocean of tears. You ruined my life. So now I am saying it's over. I'm telling you to go away, to get out of my life. Let me salvage what is left. I don't need you any more. I'm finally seeing you for what you really are.
I thought you were a friend, but now I know that you are, and always will be, my bitter enemy. You will only bring heartbreak and sorrow. I pray that one day my friends and family will forgive me and let me make amends for not being around when they needed me most.
With you now gone from my life, it can only get better. Emotionally and spiritually I can finally grow. I have to make a stand.
As I write these words, I know you are not listening. Your thoughts are already with others who find you dazzling. I only hope they see you for what you are, sooner than I did.
Goodbye my enemy.
From Asa Pike.
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