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What are you afraid of little one?The body you see before you is nothing but an illusion, I can manipulate my appearance at will.Really? Interesting indeed…nevertheless, you did not answer my question?I fear nothing. I am the beginning and the end, Alpha and Omega. My very existence decides the fate of all things, and all things must die.You put much confidence in your abilities, perhaps too much so.
I am not arrogant; I merely accept what I am. I am invincible…no living being can dare to defy my will.My dear, no one is invincible. The God of humanity was said to be all-powerful, and he himself died by those who opposed him. You yourself are no different than he…you are human; and humans can be broken.Your words are full of nothing but lies. I am Absolution…absolute power in its purest form.There is no such thing as absolute power; such a thing is only a fairy tale for the delusional madman. If Absolution existed the universe itself would've been engulfed…you have not done such. You are a mere human…you've already been broken in your physical shell. It is only a matter of time before someone destroys you completely.You're a fool…I am no human. Humanity is what cost me my life; humanity is what cost me my son. Humanity is the twisted evil that my father and all those before and after him represent…I am no human. I am beyond that now…now and forever.You may indeed be a Phantom but you are STILL a human's Phantom. Humanity will never be too far behind you, and all humans eventually wither away. Your physical body has already done such, in time will your soul.I cannot fade, I am Absolution.Still promoting delusional prides of grandeur and divinity, eh? Lie to yourself all you want, it will make no difference in the end. You said your father and all of humanity is evil, are you yourself not evil?I told you, I am not human.You're the Phantom OF a human though.It does not matter, my physical humanity is gone. That was all that connected to that disgusting race.Hmph, as blind as ever. You never answered me though, what do you fear? What are you afraid of?I fear nothing, I am-
Yes
I know, "Absolution" and all that nonsensical bravado. But what
do you fear? What is it that makes sweat run down your neck in sheer
horror? Something so despicable you cannot help but grimace when
looking at it directly.I fear
nothing in the world. No entity alive has the power to destroy
me.Is that so? Becket certainly
came close, didn't he?How do
you know of him?How I know is
of no significant importance, it only matters that I do know. He
sought to destroy you, didn't he? You sent one of your pawns into
his mind while you had your way with him and avoided be destroyed. I
am not correct?……That is
of little significance now. I am with child now, Becket's child.
We'll be so happy together…so very happy.So
you say, but the relationship between you and Becket is more forced
than actual love. He was sent to destroy you, was he not?……They
made him try to eliminate me…Becket didn't choose to-Yes,
he did. If he truly loved you he would've turned against those who
gave him the orders to pacify you. Humans have their own free will of
choice, Becket made his decision.………Y-you're
lying…B-Becket wouldn't…Becket
made his choice, and it was destroy you. You are the Mother of the
Apocalypse, the very thing that causes all life to wither and fade.
You are nothing but personified Dogma to Earth…the Beginning of the
End as we know it. You shall remain unloved until the day you wither
away, forever to be alone in your pathetic, hate filled
existence.SILENCE! I won't
listen to all these lies of yours! I am pregnant with Becket's
child! He loves me!You forced
him down and took advantage of his body for your own selfish, lustful
reasons. And during that time of intercourse, you sent one of
Becket's own friend's into the brink of your mind and his to stop
Becket from ending your existence. You knew he was trying to destroy
you, and you sought to stop as you yourself ravaged his body in the
worst way possible. You are little more than the whore of Babylon,
trapping those unfortunate enough to come close your web of lust and
treachery.BE QUIET!I
think I know what your afraid of Alma…you're afraid of Becket,
aren't you?Don't be
ridiculous! I love Becket!Whether
or your feelings are love or lust I cannot tell, but your fear of him
remains the same. You love him because he's the only person that
can make you "feel" anything within the confines of your mind,
yet you fear him because you know deep down in your dead heart he is
the only one capable of destroying you. Ironic, is it not? You
love who you fear and fear who you love…a tragic cycle that shall
spin relentlessly towards your own demise. Becket will escape and
when he does, there shall be no one there to save you. The one you
who hold dear to you will be your undoing…such is the fate of a
tragic monster.
If you wish for me to leave, I shall depart from your mind. But know this Alma…your reign over Earth will not last forever. The one you love will be your Harbinger…your Destroyer, your Executioner.
Your
fate will echo across the world for at least one hundred years, and
as tragic as your life was you shall only be remembered as a curse; a
monstrous soul who cared not for any life which she took. Your
visage will be that of a satanic Pariah…your name shall only be
cursed and spit upon. Over time your name will fade into darkness,
and you will be nothing but a memory.
And
eventually even that memory will fade, fading into the nothingness of
black. You shall be forgotten over time…and your name will only
float further into the corridors of Oblivion and into the fieriest
depths of Hell. A fitting end…to a monster like you. Goodbye
Alma…I shall not speak to you again. You have my greatest sympathy
for what your life was, but your redemption in my eyes and the eyes
of the very Earth will never come. So great was your power,
but your downfall will be greater still.
If
you truly believe you are in control of your destiny, you are
horribly mistaken. Your arrogant beliefs that you are omnipotent will
be you undoing, as will Becket's strive to be free from your lust
filled grasp. Even if Becket fails to destroy you, which he
shall not, you shall ultimately lose in the end. Your wrathful scorn
towards humanity will ultimately be the end of all living things,
both human and not. The Earth shall be razed to become the blood
drenched, barren lands you want it to be; and for a time that will
grant you your happiness. However, your ultimate victory will
be short-lived upon the terribly ironic realization of what you've
done. You seek to never be alone again, yet if you kill Becket in his
attempt to regain his freedom you shall ravage the world until there
is no one left. And then you'll be all alone again…but
this time, you shall remain alone forever. Ironic, is it not?
Whether Becket destroys you or he fails, you will ultimately lose in
the end. Despite all the infinite power you possess, you are not
powerful to stand against fate. It'll be that time when
"Absolution" shall finally meet its downfall…destiny. And
so shall be the fate of a tragic monster…misunderstood and abused,
yet even when the Earth burns reminiscent to fires of Hell as you
have envisioned…you have doomed yourself to a miserable existence.
You'll go on for eternity, never passing into Heaven or Hell
because of your misguided determination to live the way you do. And
as forever goes on, you shall become a mindless, hollow animal. Your
insanity will consume you…and you'll be forever trapped within
the confines of your unholy mind. Truly, you have been cursed,
Alma Wade. Millions of prayers could not save you now…you
cannot atone for what you have done. God shall not save you
from your suffering…you have cast down upon yourself the Mark of
the Beast. But despite this, dark fire will not avail
you. Your hatred is too intense, even for Hell. He shall not
let you into His realm either, even He views you as an Abomination.
You
are alone… You are forsaken… You
are…lost. FIN.