Ok so this is my first fic and all. Hope you dont hate it.

I dont own Naruto because if I did I'm sure there'd be some extremly jealous fangirls and boys out there. ^_^

Spell check would be nice but I dont have time. T_T bear with me?

"Oh no"

"Wow Sasuke, who would've thought..."

"Oh GOD no"

"When'd you have the baby?"

"FUCK YOU" Sasuke screamed. He grasped his chest lightly as he fought for a breath he despertly needed. Where the hell had this blob of...blond come from? It couldnt have been him. He was all black hair black eyes pale skin sex god. This thing...was all pale and slightly pink blue eyed and blond haired. How the hell...

All Sasuke could think about was his lovers reaction. They were currently in their shared luxury apartment. His lover was gone but his brother had chosen the perfect time to drop by...

Right when he was having a technical panic attack.

"Sasuke it's not that bad-"

"NOT THAT BAD? NOT THAT BAD?! LOOK AT IT!"

"Dont you mean look at him" Itachi said smartly. Sasuke glared

Now was no time for his brother to be the smartass asshole they both knew he was.

Sasuke sighed again and rubbed his temples. "Not now Itachi, please not now..."

Itachi sighed. "Look I dont know whats so bad about it. All you have to do is give the little monster away. Wait until morning and drop him at the firehouse or walmart. You can do like those idiotic high schoolers and leave him at a Subway, theres one not too far from here."

"I'm not abandoning him!" Sasuke screamed. "Dont you think he's been abandoned enough?"

"Oh yeah," Itachi commented dryly, "I would say something like tortured. I wouldnt want to be in his shoes. Not with the way you drive."

"How the hell was I suppose to know he was in my trunk?!"Sasuke screeched.

The blond thing cooed softly before turning his large blue eyes to Sasuke. The blond thing had already taken to calling him na ni, what ever the hell that was, and couldnt seem to take seperation between the two.

Sasuke sighed.

"Dont look at me like that. I dont know what to do with you!"

The blond child cooed before holding his hands out the raven haired man. Sasuke reluctantly moved closer. Already having put his hair in a lowish high ponytail, due to the fact the blob liked to pull hair, Sasuke scooped him into his arms and frowned slightly. "What will Gaara say about this?"

"What will Gaara say about what?"

The voice behind him startled Sasuke so bad that he dropped the blond mass, luckily it was wrapped like sushi in the many blankets but it still began to wail insanely. Gaara winced at the sound that blared through his usually silent apartment and glared at Sasuke who sheepishly bent down and picked the blond child up before holding him securely in his arms and whispering apologies.

Itachi chuckled."I can see I am no longer needed." he said as he silently slipped from their apartment.

Gaara sent a curious glare to the thing in his boyfriends arms currently soaking up the attention he usually got after a hard day at work.

"What is it?" he asked icily," and when did I say we could get it?"

Sasuke shivered at the tone but shrugged it off.

"It's a baby and it was abandoned in my car. It's also a he." Sasuke finished lamely with a sheepish smile.

Gaara gave him the look. Now Sasuke knew what the ook meant. Like if they were shopping and he chose something long and black Gaara would give the look and he'd get a tighter one. If they were at the supermarket and Sasuke got half the list and all he got instead was tamatoes, low fat vegitable oil, cheese, and bread, he'd atleast put back maybe...one or two tamatoes and replace them with two packs of gummy bears. Somehow though Sasuke was unsure about this look.

"What?" he asked confused, shifting the tiny bundle in his arms.

Gaara glared at Sasuke then at the blond child who currently seemed to be attempting to back bend to see the others face.

"...an...da.." the blond mumbled around his fists.

"What'd you say?" Sasuke asked in confusion.

The blond child ignored him and buisied himself with reaching for his carrier. He grunted and squirmed and eventually Sasuke sighed and placed the blond inside. He cooed happilt before reaching up and tugging on one of the hanging toys on the carriers handle. A small white panda. Sasuke snickered softly and hid it behind his hand. Gaara growled.

"Whats so funny?"

Sasuke shook his head.

He knew Gaara and the word 'panda' never were to be in the same room together. In high school he'd been a whitness to his lovers horrible bursts of anger as a small freshmen girl had commented on the similarities of the latter and her Panda Pocky. To say it didnt end well would have been a compliment.

Sasuke quickly lowered the carriers handle and gently began to unwrap the boy. He frowned as a note and small manila envelope fell from the creases of the blanket.

Gaara sighed as he removed his shoes and threw his breifcase on the couch. He ran his fingers through his blood red hair and eyed the mass of happy blond from the corner of his eye.

"Always abandoning babies." he mumered to himself annoyed,"Why doesnt anyone abandon dogs these days, or baby racoons. Who in the hell wouldnt love a baby racoon?"

His question fell on deaf ears and Gaara sighed again before standing up. He'd skipped lunch today in hopes of it ending his shift earlier and it had. He hated paperwork and had no idea how he got stuck with all the paper work from his own company.

"Need to hire someone to do that..." he mumbled softly to himself.

Gaara went through the motions of cooking just like he did every night. He pulled down two large plates and one saucer and filled them with leftovers of a variety. He twitched a little when it came to the saucer. How much did vermine...ahem...babies eat? Obviously he was sure not as much as he and Sasuke. Small portions. But who knew, they though Konkuro ate light when he was a toddler but the kid never stopped. Gaara sighed. He so wished Sasuke could be the one doing this now. He was the one who worked in the childrens ward afterall.

'No,' Gaara thought,'I dont need him to tell me what a baby eats. I'm an adult too! I could possibly be right!' He mentally slapped himself at how childish it sounded before he threw caution to the wind. He went through each dish and carefully porportuned the food as he saw fit into the saucer before placing each plate individually in the microwave for two minutes and thirty seconds. When the last plate was done he placed each on the table and twitched again at the fact that there were only two chairs. Gaara sighed and rearanged the plates accordingly and smirked.

'Yeah,' he though with a nod,'this could work.'

"Gaara!" Sasuke called as he rushed into the kitchen. Gaara twitched slightly at the sight of the blond mass in his lovers arms but ignored it in favor of what his raven wass saying.

"What?"

Sasuke looked him in the eye and Gaara gasped silently. He hated it when his raven cried and just seeing the tears and the unfamiliar papers in the others hands he knew it had something to do with the blond. He glared at the child who simply smiled at him before pulling the raven close.

"Whats the matter Sasu"

"Look," the raven said using his free hand to shove the papers into his loves chest. Sasuke seemed more angry now that sad but there was definatly a raging war."How could they?" the dark haired man asked in disbelief. "Why would they? I dont understand?"

Gaara guided the raven to a chair before taking a look at the papers in his hands. On one he guessed was the childs medical and birth information. He noticed that the names of the parents had been scratched out, white out'ed, erased, all you could do to not be able to sucessfully recover ruined words on printed paper. He looked over it carefully.

(Paper format. I hate writing about people reading when I could just show it ^_^)

Name:Uzumaki Naruto

Age: 1 yaer twelve weeks as of date

D.O.B: 10/10/2008

Hair:Blond

Eyes:Blue

Race: Asian/German Decent

Height: 1 ft. 2 inch. (IDK how big babies are)

Weight: 14 pounds

Medical issues: Under developed heart, Childhood Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia

Treatment: No Insurance coverage.

Symptoms: Naruto's movements seem to be weak for a pre-toddler of his age. He gets pained after a certain amout of crawling and seems to avoid it at all costs. No heart fluctuations have been recorede as of yet. Issues at birth could resurface.

(PAPER WORK END!)

Gaara stared in disbelief at the page. Who the hell would deny a child, a child with cancer no less, the right to treatment just because they had no insurance. Gaara sighed and looked back at Sasuke. He could immediatly tell how bad Sasuke was taking it and could help but feel bad. Sasuke and Itachi had almost had a little sister but she had died not long after birth. She'd had a under developed heart and while on the operating table had had a seizure. It pulled at his heart every time he though about it. He'd been with the Uchiha's the day she'd come into the world and the day she'd left. She had been so small, almost able to fit in the palms of their hands. She was beautiful though. The pinkness of her skin didnt give off the 'I just dropped from a placents' look but a light healthy looking tint. The most alluring factor about her had been her large black eyes. Like small balls of coal. No one could help falling in love with her from the moment she'd come into their sight. Not even him.

Gaara sighed and rubbed his hand over his eyes. It was now that he realized what he was about to say next could end up being the cause of him and Sasuke's long relationship being broken or walked closer to the raven who had his nose buried in the blond tuffs of wildness and kneeled infront of him taking his hand.

"Sasuke"

It was all he could get out before the raven burt into tears.

"I-I could have killed him! Today on the way hom I could have! Look at him Gaara look how small he is!" he cried and hugged the blond closer. Naruto seemed to know it was an important moment because he stayed still and rested his cheek tiredly against the ravens.

"Sasuke...maybe we should...you know" Gaar sighed and ran a hand through his hair distressed. "He would be in better hands if we gave him to the Hatake Center Sasuke-"

"What do you mean 'better hands'?" the raven asked angrily."We can take care of a baby just as much as the next person!"

"Sasuke listen to reason will you!" Gaara hissed exsasperated. He'd had a hellish day at work and all of this stress was getting to him.

"You listen to reason!" Sasuke hissed back," I can take care of him Gaara! We can! Together! He doesnt have a family dont you think he needs someone to...too"

"To what Sasuke?" the red head asked angrily. This was ridiculous, neither of them could take care of a child especially a child with needs like that. "Do you plan on having a nanny and hospital staff raise him, huh? What kind of family would we be? I work from six am to twelve pm, you no better. Your shifts fluctuate and I own a buisness. Its not like we can put work on hold and raise a kid Sasuke! I dont work nineteen hours a dayjust to come home to another job of taking care of a kid. We're young Sasuke, rather you realize this or not. We may have reached retirement status early but god dammit think of all the medical bills!And think about our relationship, our privacy!"

"What?" Sasuke asked bitterly,"too good to give up sex to take care of a needing child? Gaara II know odd's seem to be against us but just trust me!"

"No"

Both stared at the other in shock.

"W-what do you mean 'no'?" Sasuke asked softly, his eyes watering.

Gaara forced himself to look away. He knew this conversation was just going to break something and he knew he was stuffing his foot in his mouth every time it opened but...

"I cant do this with you Sasuke..."

Sasuke stared at him in shock, the tears falling freely from his eyes."Y-you 'cant' or you 'w-wont'?"

Sasuke heart beat hard as he waited for the answer. His eyes locked on the teal green one's staring at him emotionlessly. Usually he'd be able to read those eyes, and underneth it all would be some sort of beautiful emotion but he couldnt, it was just too blank. Too, too blank...

Gaara looked Sasuke in the eye and sighed. This wasnt something he wanted to ruin their relationship over, he just wanted Sasuke to know this was something, one thing he could not get. "I wont" he said, hoping it came out softly. He himself winced at how cold and unfeeling it came out as.

Sasuke felt his world crumble. He could feel his heart give a painful pull as he looked away from his lovers eyes.

Lover.

Funny the word had so much meaning to him once.

"It's over," he whisperd siftly before walking out of the room. Out if his presence. And sadly out of his life.

Gaara only stared on in muted shock.

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The streets were dark as Sasuke pulled into the familiar bricked diveway. It had been raining when he'd left and he wasnt sure if it was still or if it was his own tears. He sighed as he killed the engine of the car and sat in silence for a moment. The usual loving silence he was use to was slightly tense and thick with sadness and the light snores of the blond child as he let his head fall back onto the head rest of the seat. He felt so dried up, his tears spent. His eyes hurt and felt heavy and he wasnt all to sure how he'd gotten from point A to point B without crashing into anything or anyone. He sighed and felt slightly at ease that there wasnt that uncomfortable lump in his throat. He hastily wiped his face with the sleeves of his sweater and flipped open one of the mirrors in his car. His eyes were red and ppuffy, his nose a light pink and his face flushed. He glared at his reflection and was about to close the mirror when he cought sight of his little passenger. Sasuke couldnt help but smile at the blonds cuteness and the child cuddled with a small fox he'd found in a diaper bag in his trunk. He couldnt help but feel slightly better as he looked at the boy. He knew he sould have been feeling slightly mad but he wasnt. He was strangley happy, even if he'd just lost one of the most important people to him. He'd just gained another. Funny how life worked.

Sasuke snorted.

"Funny alright" he whispered.

Cliff hangers are fun, ne?

Review, I'd love to hear what you think about it.

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