I Never
"The weather is beautiful today ne Kunimitsu?"
I never knew how much I cared. I never knew how much comfort it gave each time I saw him smiling at me. I never noticed how easily his hand fit with mine each time I held it. I never appreciated being able to hold him close. I never thought that he would be so fragile. I never tried to see each time, his sacrifices for me. I never realized how beautiful his eyes were- a blue so deep but yet so bright, electrifying and shocking. I never heard the softness in his voice, not sadistic, not threatening, just soft and gentle like a breeze.
"Let's walk home together then."
I thought I knew everything about him. But I was wrong. Fuji was like a wave, he was like time. Once gone, never to come back again. I pushed him away and that was a mistake. It was a costly mistake.
"No? Never mind then. I'll walk home on my own."
I cannot make amendments even if I try. He walked away and there was no turning back. I walked on and on towards anywhere but home. When I finally did, it was already dark. Yet I still made it home. But he never did.
"Saa…Goodbye then. Goodbye."
My life continues but his does not. We were destined to be but I destroyed it all. A refusal, a man and a car. It all sums up and corresponds to death. I'm sorry Syuusuke for all the things I've done. I really love you. I really do.
"I love you Kunimitsu. And I'm not sorry I ever did."
A/C:Hey it's me the stupid writer.It is my first time writing so if it is possible, someone write me a review?
It will be much appreciated thank you very much.
And Yes I know my story sucks.Unless of course you say otherwise.