Warning: MPREG, ANGST, AU, INTENSE DIRTY YAOI, CUSSING/SWEARING... All the usual things you people want from me XD Some things aren't mentioned here simply because it's a surprise.

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AN: THIS IS FOR YOU OBAA-CHAN HAPPY BIRTHDAY. I WON'T SING THIS YEAR, BULLETS HURT 8D

Let's see if my hints helped you or not eh?

Prolouge.

Beyond Birthday could honestly say that from the day he met that man, he knew that he was his down fall. He knew that man would be no good to him or for him. His eyes were cold, distant and seemed to be staring right at Beyond's core. Judging him and trying to make him out. But his body language was strange. Stiff and defensive, but yet delicate and all about carefulness. Upon meeting him Beyond offered him his hand to shake. He took it, albeit carefully and with a loose grip. His voice, in monotone then said to Beyond, "Hello, I am L. It is nice to meet you Beyond..."

Watari, L's carer then took away Beyond's identity. He was no longer Beyond Birthday, he was Backup or B. He was second in Wammy's and friend of A. That was what people saw from the outside. But the truth was different. They shared a bed. They had pushed their beds together so that they could be closer. They were lovers for two years. No one knew because they were careful. They didn't want to risk anything. But then, after A had snapped under the pressure L and Watari had put him under. He killed himself. Beyond was the first to know as he was the one who found him in their bathroom hanging from the shower rail.

His screams had alerted the rest of the house. The others accused him of killing A. And then when L had examined A's body he found Beyond's hair and skin under his fingernails. Also there was a trace of lubricant on penis. Beyond and A had been found out. But only after A wasn't there to comfort him through the looks, names and abuse.

It was then he found out he was pregnant.

A whole two months. All the stress of A dying had distracted him and he had blamed his lack of sleep and nausea on stress and depression. Then L Lawliet stuck his big fat nose in. He talked Beyond into an abortion. That it was for the best. Beyond couldn't take care of a baby, he had to live his life. L had an ulterior motive. He had wanted to make sure his new successor had no attachments, nothing to stop him from succeeding and bettering himself so he could be the next L.

So Beyond had an abortion after being convinced. He thought it'd be better for the child as he wouldn't be able to take care of it. Then he had found out exactly why he had been convinced into abortion. He then realized what he had done. His only remembrance of A was gone. Their child, the only child A could have had was dead.

Then came in the murders. Each one his own petty and pathetic way of trying to defeat a man who he once looked up to and respected. Making L fear him. Just like he should. But in the end it turned out to be nothing but his own downfall. He lost to Naomi and L, and he paid the price for his loss. He paid the price for his actions.

He was laid up for almost a whole year before being moved to an asylum. It was horrible, living everyday stuck in bed with only his own thoughts for company. Once Beyond was well everything changed. Kira came into the world. Trying to kill ever criminal just like Beyond. But luckily for him, he was never pictured and no pictures of him were ever released out of fear that he could cause harm to L in that way.

Selfish bastard, only ever thinking of himself. Look where L got him. The bastard had left me here. Alone and then he comes to get me. I suppose I'll start from the day we were reunited.

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