When I see the sun, I think of you, so I stopped going outside. My friends and I we tell stories, your name comes up in all of mine, so I stopped telling them. I was looking through one of my friend's pictures, you were in almost everyone, so I stopped looking at them. I listen to my favorite song, you remind me of it, so I stopped listening to it. Then I realized, if I stop doing everything that reminds me of you, I would have to die… because when I think you come up, and you can't stop thinking. When I dream you're in it, and you can't stop dreaming. But somehow I don't think dying will help, because then I will be an angel, watching over you.