Perhaps we were too cocky, and arrogant. Maybe we just didn't stand a chance, anyway. I believe it was all of those things and so many more that brought us down, Alexiel, and I. She has the pleasure of being reincarnated, where as I am stuck here, in my own mind for thousands of years past and to come. Though, I know this is the result of my being too stubborn and rebellious, I sometimes don't regret a thing I did, other times I wish I wasn't an Angel, so I could take my life.
But, it doesn't work that way, and I am reminded of that every time I reach out my mind and see Uriel and Zaphkiel. Both lost for something...and someone.
Alexiel is not here with me because of Uriel. I don't blame him; neither Alexiel nor I blame him. He was in love with Alexiel, Alexiel didn't love him back. Not like that anyway.
It's pretty pathetic, if you think about it. Or, maybe it's just pathetic because I'm Chsarel, the Forbidden Angel of Insanity, the original one, and that's just how I should think. Or, is it, that's how I think...I don't know anymore.
After Alexiel sealed Rociel, her twin brother into the Earth, God sent us to the Underworld. Not branding us as fallen angels, but punishing us, for all eternity. Sealing us in glass coffins and taking away our mobility. Then Uriel cursed Alexiel...making her soul reincarnate and die painfully in every reincarnation.
That's when Uriel started to wear that silly mask, Persona. Part of me does feel for him. He blames himself for Alexiel's death, and pain. Where really, if he hadn't cast the spell on her, I would never be able to raise her, for the upcoming apocalyptic battle. I only wish he had cursed both of us.
Anyway, enough about me, and Alexiel and our problems. Lucifer, I have heard, has come under the control of Rociel, which, by the way, was unsealed from the Earth by a Cherub named Katan. This scares me. If Rociel has Lucifer on his side, we'd need the Forbidden Ones. But Alexiel would never let me raise my brothers and sisters. She always said that they were too evil, even though I am one of them, the most feared apart from Anyel. But even he had some control over himself. Oh well, we may have lost the battle but the war is only beginning, and may I add that my specialty is in Apocalyptic Battles......