ok this is my first attempt at a story so please be nice
comments much welcome :D

I was sitting there on my bed thinking what if? what if i hadnt cheated? what if i hadn't started working were i do? what if i never met her? everything was going round in my head my head in over draft i had a perfect relationship going for nearly 2 years mean yea we had rows every couple had rows. As you can see something along the way of my perfect life i cheated on my girlfriend. Ill tell you how it all happened.

It all started when she moved down here about 10 months ago Spencer moved from her home town in Crewe, Cheshire to come and live with me Ashley in kent. Ill take you back to that night that Spencer came out to her parents.

(Spencer's pov)
night of my leaving house party

Ive finally finished school at last something good to look forward to apart from my girlfriend her names Ashley Davies, shes stunning and the apple of my eye cliche i no but she is shes my world i worship the ground she walks on. All my mates no i'm with Ashley just not my family tbh im worried i no that my brother is gay but im the only girl the girl who my mum wants to walk down the isle, have kids and be that one amazing girl with a husband but thats not the case im gay and as gay as can be.. anyway ill cut this short my mum dont no a thing about us and she aint going to know just yet. ive asked my best mate Mel too keep me away from the vodka otherwise it could get rather messy and my mum will find out and its not the way i want her to find out im Gay and have a girlfriend.

later that night

so im on the phone to my girl talking away im so drunk its beyond the point were i can see my mum finding out so ive gone outside to stay away from my mum and telling her the truth.

'babe im sooo sorry im so drunk i just hope i dont tell my mum ive got a girlfriend or gay for that matter' i talk rather drunkinly on the phone

'yea i no you keep saying sorry so stop (haha) hows the party going though'

'yeah ok i asked mel to keep me of the vodka but its not worked just hope that my mu..'

just as i was going to say 'my mum' she came out and asked me who i was talking to it was more like this

'who you talking to spence' my mum asks right to the point sounding pissed off at the same time. Did she hear any of my convo?

'my girlfriend maria why' oh shhh i didnt just say that shhh weres mel i need mel oh god.

with that she slapped me told me i was discusting and well yea since then she stopped everything well tried to she took my phone off me my laptop she took everyway that is possible to talk to Ashley away from me. she also didnt like the fact that Ashley was older then me, lived 300 miles away most people dont see how we can make it work, but we talk all day everyday well used to now my phones been took from me.

3 days later at mels house

Were at mels house on her laptop half way through i come up with an idea

'mel can i use your laptop for a sec please' Mel looks at me with a weird look confused look

'erm yea sure what for'god seriously give me your god damn laptop.. i mean please

'e-mailing Ashley tell her im sorry and weather we still have a chance' i need her to know im still here wanting her

'Spence do you think thats a good idea what if your mum finds out' oh great here we go another mate who dont want me with Ashley god sake

'look mel if you dont like it then tough i love Ashley ok' god why does she have to be like that for :/

'i no you love her Spence i just think its too soon after your mum finding out' great supportive friend

' i dont care mel i dont care' just leave me alone. so im typing away at a message for Ashley to hopefully read as soon as possible i love her and hopefully she loves me to

after so many months Spencer and Ashley have a plan

during those months Spencer managed to find a way to talk to ashley buy making a fake facebook and msn loggin they spent early mornings and late nights talking on msn and facebook. things were getting hard because Spencers mum caught out on her 2 times already so they planned for Spencer to move to come down to Ashley were her family were supportive.
Oh yea they know that Spencer is number one to Ashley and they are happy for Ashley but feel guily for Spencer having to deal with things on her own Ashleys mum couldnt believe how Spencer was getting treated more so that her brother was gay too that confused Ashleys mum the most.
So Spencer was the one who suggested moving down to kent to be with Ashley, Ashley wasnt too certain weather to agree with this or not as they were both no older then 18 well Ashley was 18.

Ashley had said to Spencer that to be honest she didnt believe that Spence would leave at such age leave everything behind and move 300 miles away from home. But what Ashley didnt no was that Spencer was allready on the train down to kent. Now 10 months down the line Spencer Aand Ashley have a 2 bedroom flat together Ashley is 20 this year and Spencer is 18 but things were rocky ever since they moved into the flat. There was people after Ashley people that made Spencer very nervous and up tight about everything. it all started with Ashleys ex-best friend Helen to now Ashleys work mate Laura who wont let Ashley go that easy.

A/N: what do you think so far? what do you think happens will Spencers mum come and take Spencer back? what has laura got on Ashley? update very soon